Yesterday, a toxic family member visited me and i hated that

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I blocked this family member's phone number, which means i do not have anything to talk about anymore and then she rang on my door. I was afraid she would do this for easter and i spent that day in a nervous and stressful setting. I imagined this happening cause she called me daily so, not sure if i did a right thing but i opened the doors yesterday and exited my flat and the building, without saying a word, leaving the door opened. I spent 20 minutes walking; had to come back cause it was really rainy and met this person at the street. I then said i don't have nothing to say to her. She asked me if i had the key cause she thought i exited my flat with no key and i walked away. I am glad i took the walk cause it helped me to vent. But, one thing that i noticed when i came back to my place is her leaving the food. I unblocked her number and texted her that i'll throw this all away. Leaving something without someone's permission is really an evil thing and answer i got is it's not the food's fault. She did this on purpose. She never appreciated anything i said and why i have to accept something from someone that i feel is making me ill. I decided to put the bag with food in front of elder woman's flat but the bag is still there; either she is somewhere else or didn't want to take this. Yes, strange building that i live in; noone wants anything and only attacks you if you ask something nicely. And about block option, what's the point of not directing the call but i can still see that someone called me and, yes, another family member called me, which i really hate and i wonder why if i told this another member that i'll call police the next time she tries reaching me. Yes, this member always liked to act like second mother to me and in fact was more like an evil stepmother, crushing everything. So, yes, noone takes me seriously, everyone likes to torture me, manipulate my words and thoughts and then they are surprised i don't want to have any kind of relation with them. In this life, i wonder, will good things ever come to me.