i realised police and health care workers are getting more and more brutal and i hope you won't judge me for what i am about to say

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I had some mental health crisis on may 12 and by accident my estranged sister figured out i left a key under my rug and opened the door and entered. For more than a decade our relationship sucks and i drank some pills to relax myself that day, i even talked to her but noticed she was still using some belittling words for me. Then i asked her to get out and thought that was it but no, ater an hour, a police was called; they knocked and rang around 9.30 pm. i was seriously afraid that my sister sued me for something and ignored knocking amd ringing for 15 minutes, faking i wasn't at home. they said they wanted to ckeck how i am, i peaked, said i was good but there was some er staff who insisted to check me out. i gave in but said i want less people as possible; in the end, all came, a woman policeman, a male policeman, a woman doctor, a male tehnician and my sister. it was too much for me, they were started acting arrogant and i asked them i don't want to get treated and asked them to leave. so, i ask you, is it normal to handcuff me, give me no slippers, drag me by force by 2floors (i live on the 5th), then giving me a chance to stand up. i had to sit in er vehicle, i think on my back but handcuffs were killing me, it hurt. i came to a health center for mental health issues and still with my barefoot and wth handcuffs. only after i talked to the admision doctor who was rude too, i had handcufffs offf, police crew tried talking to me saying i didn't cooperate, like i got what i wanted and a woman doctor accussed me i wanted to take a police gun from a woman policeman, which was absurd. finally, after admission, they gave me socks and after slippers. i am a well manerred person and i even gave a pass to men who escorted me from the hospital entry but they started pushing me, thinkingi i don't want get in so, yes, i am having a mental health education on this next monday, got out on may 16 but i am still bitter, scared, tortured, angered how i was treated. i never touched or harmed noone and i was treated like a criminal, like i meant nothing. i sent an email to the police but they want to open the case while i ask them just to warn their staff to act more friendy or be more human. i am on pills that make me really sleepy and reconnected to my family but i wish my sister talked to me only and not randomly calling someone who hurt me. i have bruises again, which are fa ding but i also had bruises in november from unprofessional massager so, i feel violated. i won't contact police again but i wish they feel this feeling that i have one day so they will realise that force isn't helping and i am sure they didn't mention my rights while they entered my place. and yes, they mocked me in the vehicle, while phone texting, refusing to tell me how long will i travel and said something like that i should be helpful to them but they are used to people being ungrateful to them. Tomorrow i am seeing my sister again so i am nervous and trying staying calm. and after these recent events that really broke me and humiliated me. I hope you won't judge me. i guess i was too foolish thinking that police could be friendly to me,like i was to them. Lots of love from me to you, mylottters.