A bone in my esophagus

Hangzhou, China
January 27, 2026 6:42pm CST
Who will care the pain of those sufferers?Surely not God.Like me,these days,in a hell,always be cursed. 25th Jan,my psycho parents threw the dishwashing towel into hot water pot,i had no choice but drank these dirty water. 26th,my parents went to loot the porridge like the beggars on the Village relief station. 27th,Last day i ate three instant noodles,so i was very hungry,and stewed a duck.The bone got stuck in the esophagus because i ate too fast. Our family only has two ducks which are ready for the Spring Festival,but i stewed one because the hunger.My psycho dad glared at me,and now i don't dare to look for a doctor to remove the bones.Because we're too poor to afford this. Maybe you won't believe,but in the true poor family of China,i never eat the hamburger,drink the starbuck.They're luxuries to me. So i had to endure this bone in my esophagus,what would happen if a bone got stuck in the esophagus?I know it all after i asked AI chat. Now i just wish it's my mirage,that is just a bone scratches my throat,time by time,it will be healed. If i die because a bone rots and pierces my esophagus,what could i say? Thank you,Your Mighty God,The Mercy Jesus,finally i can say goodbye to this hellish life.
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@LadyDuck (491807)
• Italy
28 Jan
Oh my goodness, do you feel discomfort? Try swallowing soft foods like bananas or moistened bread to help dislodge it, but avoid forcing yourself to vomit.
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• Hangzhou, China
23h
I plan to go to see doctor tomorrow,it gets worse.Now i always feel pain even i don't eat anything.As for the bananas and bread,they're too expensive to me. Just now i ate the supper,it's the Egg fried Rice,unexpectedly i tasted the pesticide,i vomited it immediately,but now my head feel very dizzy.It's too awful. No one will help me,no one can help me.Everyone treats me like a monster and a terrorist because i fight for freedom in Communist Nazi China. What could i say?It's retribution of the crime i did in my previous life.Now i really get tired,i want to jump into a river and finish this tragic life.This peasant psychotic family totally destroys me. I just wish God can give me a miracle before i do something stupid,the sooner the better.
• Hangzhou, China
21h
@LadyDuck Thank you very much.I found the bone get stuck in the middle of my windpipe,it's terrible.Hope all is just my overthinking.Anyway,tomorrow doctor will tell me what to do.
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@LadyDuck (491807)
• Italy
22h
@choijungeun - I am so sorry that both bread and bananas are too expensive. It's better that you go to see a doctor. You surely do not feel well because you vomited and the bone moved. Do not even think to end your days, I just hope a miracle will happen and you are going to have a better life.
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28 Jan
Did the stewed Duck taste nice?
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• Hangzhou, China
28 Jan
When you're in extreme hunger,everything tastes nice.I guess i ate too much,so let the bone stuck in the esophagus.Never feel luck and happy in my life,like i was born to be a jinx. I never want this,but a poor and psychotic family like a curse,i have no choice but go straight to the hell.
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28 Jan
@choijungeun oh don't say you will go to hell I'm sure you are a good person
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