went to my social dentist today. am i cursed or something?

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On Sunday, which i didn't expect, i woke up with a tiny swelling under my left eye. it's like a mosquito bit me and he did bite me that night but he never went for my face. i was afraid it's about my crowns and i felt something was inflammated near them. always something on weekends. i took a photo of myself, i googled, asked ai (i know) and decided to get in touch with my social dentiat. I sent her an email last night and thought i was going to call but she emailed me back saying i can come. I knew she was arrogant and she didn't like i refused to extract my teeth on meeting number 2 but this was our 5th meeting in 1,5 years and she didn't even say hello, asking me what i need with a such high demeanour while i sent everything in my email. and i sensed something was wrong. all in all, she was mad i didn't visit some clinic for a second opinion in march and said she won't help me. she wasn't interested at all. i explainend i have health problems, twice and i couldn't go and i made my crowns elsewhere and when i write about it now, why was that important and not my swelling. she didn't even say will my swelling go away, she empasized i came here cause apparently i have an inflammation and said again she won't help me. i countered that she is my social doctor and that it's her obliagtion but no, she was getting nastier, saying to find someone else to repair my crowns. her dental nurse joined her in this verbal bullying (the nurse even didn't want to give me a paper napkin for my mentol candy to throw it away, she just showed the bin and i thought okay) and i had it enough. i said twice i am a person with difficulties and i can't go far and i said to give me only the pills and that i shall report her and that she's so agrressive and she shouldn't work with people. did that work for that bully (saying i'll report her) so, on my way out, she said to come back but i refused. and i left. i didn't deserve this and i should find a new dentist but where and how fast; they all seem the same. mean and not quaified. i just hope this swelling goes away. it's not noticable but it's under my eye and making me feel so anxious right now. i am glad i stood up for myself but why. i barely find a strenght to come there and that treatment. was this really needed... she also asked me twice why i don't return to that dentist. i said the work is finished and i don't have that money but she wasn't satisfied with the answer. actually, don't know anymore. and the second time i said it's not of her concern. what a mean woman. it's like she made a pact with a nurse to attack me. and, yes, i reported them this afternoon but not sure will someone do something about them.