am i obssessed?

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i cant sleep and even eat when my beloved is not around.. if im far from him and if were working i could almost remember him in every move i do... they say when your both together the passion and longingness is in the maximum for the first 2 years of the relationship... but we are turning 5 years now, and im still crazy about him, and sometimes i cant hide it, that whenever he turns his head to a sexy woman i get jealous and always jealous... he is as well, if someone looks or even appoaches me, but im just wondering how he can control it... maybe its because hes mature years from my age.. are guys really reserved? and not too emotional? i even cant relax if i dont have his shirt around my pillow... if i cant touch him for that day, i even cry. ^^_^ am i obssess? i really love this way... if i dont give him satisfaction, i feel so empty.. in bed, i want him to be pleased.. i do the cooking of all his favorite dishes since his sensitive and cant eat preserve or artificialy flavored foods.. etc.. i do his watch diet and i monitor his blood pressure.. his also obssess as well, coz he always message me almost every hour... and he get tantrums if he cant see me for a day? is love really this crazy?^_^ im not pregnant ok? im just normally inlove .. and this is for 5 years now... should i stop this obssesion? i am getting too much i guess..