how are you?

its half term and I am planning to go to my favorite retreat in wales. Will be there for few days. The journey is tiring but it is worth it.

Hmmm...well, it's freakin cold here in Illinois with the blizzard we just went through. BRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!

I'm not doing the best today. Someone is mad at me on the site, and it's making my stomach feel sick. I just wish that people wouldn't get so upset over money made on here. It makes me want to stay away from posting topics, yet I love posting topics. Sigh. Today has just not been my favorite day.

I'm not doing too well. Last January I had to stop nursing school because my mom doesn't want to support me anymore. I'm a single mom with 3 kids. 2 of my kids live with me. Last semester was my first semester in Nursing school and I had to go to school from 730am to 730pm, getting home at 9pm. When I was working before she said for me not to work because my kids were still little and that it wasn't safe because it's graveyard shift and I live in a not very safe place. Anyway, my kids and I have been sick a lot lately and my mom decided she doesn't want to help me out anymore. My grandma on the other hand is the one sending me to school but she can't afford my bills. Then my mom said she is brining my 9 year old son back. With him here is a big mess because he really needs a lot of discipline and guidance especially that he's just coming from my mom who spoiled him. I want to finish nursing school so bad so I can go back to the US so I can be independent. Out here, I can't get a job and go to school at the same time. If I just work, I'll never have time for my 9 year old, 6 year old and 2 year old. The father of the 2 don't support them at all. I'm not sure what to do. If I could have it my way, I would like to finish school. It's really all about the money and lack of it.

I've been busy looking for better sites to make money. MyLot has reduced my payments to $ 1 and I lost 2 postings. I found many sites and listed them on my profile. One of them is a site like mylot, I lost one posting there and they only deduct $ 0.01 which is exactly how much a posting worth. I don't mind my postings get deleted but at least do it fair. If I lost two postings then deduct $ 0.02 or even $ 0.05, not $ 1 that's insane! I will get on here lesser now than other sites.