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Ella @wolfblueloba (7) • East Orange, New Jersey 30 Sep 16

I have reached a point where I'm going to hit a rock bottom. I'm in school. Life is okay. But I'm working for free. I make 11 an hour, only to lose it all in paying off my new car or to medical expenses or anything else. It's...

depression

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Ella The world loves to watch people suffer. I know I'll reach a better place, and I'm grateful for the comments. I was having such a bad day when I posted this and cried for hours. But I think I needed that. It's better than holding it all in.

2 Oct 16

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Ella @wolfblueloba (7) • East Orange, New Jersey 30 Sep 16

I have reached a point where I'm going to hit a rock bottom. I'm in school. Life is okay. But I'm working for free. I make 11 an hour, only to lose it all in paying off my new car or to medical expenses or anything else. It's...

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Ella That dunce needs to get out of office. Haha, but I appreciate the motivating words.

2 Oct 16

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Ella @wolfblueloba (7) • East Orange, New Jersey 30 Sep 16

I have reached a point where I'm going to hit a rock bottom. I'm in school. Life is okay. But I'm working for free. I make 11 an hour, only to lose it all in paying off my new car or to medical expenses or anything else. It's...

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Ella @wolfblueloba (7) • East Orange, New Jersey 19 Sep 16

My phone broke almost a week ago and being without a phone for the past 6 days made me realize how much I depended on my phone for everything. It was my connection to the world, and not because of Facebook or Ig or any of those...

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Ella I should be getting one before the end of the week. That is the goal anyway. I'm not too confident because I'm not buying it, but someone else I know. It's not that I don't necessarily trust her, but I don't like to depend on someone else to do something...

19 Sep 16

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Ella @wolfblueloba (7) • East Orange, New Jersey 19 Sep 16

My phone broke almost a week ago and being without a phone for the past 6 days made me realize how much I depended on my phone for everything. It was my connection to the world, and not because of Facebook or Ig or any of those...

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Ella @wolfblueloba (7) • East Orange, New Jersey 19 Sep 16

Sometimes being in love is not as simple as it seems. Sometimes external factors like a tyrannical mother or a horrible 9-5 that consumes your energy could be affecting your mood. Sometimes you have emotional issues that cause...

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Margarita @Meramar (2695) 19 Sep 16

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Ella Music was amazing then, but it was a paradox of a pearl. A pearl created by an oyster when they are injured as a defense mechanism. And the most beautiful, rare ones are usually from the worst of injuries. You can say the same about a musician. They ones...

19 Sep 16

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