If as they sayd what comes around goes around...

Our problem is that we always compare ourselves with the seeming success of others. You do have a body, don't you? You have two eyes, two ears, and arms and legs which help you walk around and progress in life. You probably also have parents, and weren't born in a garbage bin as an orphan. You want to have a big beautiful home, and a handsome husband to boot. Ask yourself what you have done to deserve it (no offence, I'm just pointing some things out :) )It is YOUR life. And you have to take control of it. Go ahead, decide what you want, and go and get it! Too often we are concentrating more on what we want, than what we deserve. And our notions of what we deserve are pretty skewed up, because we almost always forget the wrongs we've done and the number of people we've hurt. I'm sure whatever's happening in your life is the best for you, but thats what it is - best! You need this stage in life to progress, thats why you're in it now. If a big beautiful house isn't going to contribute to your progress, you won't get it, period. I'd like to repeat the 'no-offence meant' statement. I know I sound a bit too harsh, but I didn't know how to make it softer!

I had that thought at your age too but ...unfortunately it just never happened but maybe there is still hope for someone else ... do your thing and work your stuff ...if you keep doing the right things ...right will happen to you ... thats what i always believed .... just make good decisions ... i havent always done that but i have always tried to do what was right ... but ya got to keep the faith .... peace