I found God along the bumpy road..

Philippines
August 17, 2007 4:30am CST
my life is a mess and everything that can come to hit me will come to me anytime on the unexpected... just when i thought God had nothing good for me..i despise him and ask so much of his credibility..i stopped believing on him..i even said..there is no God who will see through me..i even said..if there is a God then why doesn't he sees me on the rough times of my life..till yesterday, as i was typing busy in here..i accidentally took a hold of my remote control and turned on the TV and it seems like God had revealed his self to me..the program just hit me..its was 3ABN..an adventist church who are preaching the gospel..and was talking about how forgiveness can take us to salvation for a a better health.. if you are experiencing the same things i am experiencing you should go to the site forgivetolive.net and you will find Dr. D_ick Tibbits book about how forgiveness can lead to a better health.. i heard him say, Jesus had died crucified on the cross..and while he was on pain he did not seen the pain of nailing him..but instead ask God to forgive us..for we do not know what we do..one thing that hit me was..when Dr. D_ick says..everyone had its good and bad..sometimes we just don't see the goodness when someone had done something bad to us..only because we focused ourselves to the bad things they've done and and we never sees the good thing they once did..thats explains why your greatest enemy is someone else's bestfriend..very good phrase isn't it? makes me think so much of how to forgive.. he also said there is no such thing as "frogive and forget" for this is ridiculous but rather its "forgive and let go then move on" he said that we get impulsive when we are angry and that we don't think before we do an act..true..also, sometimes the listener gets so impulsive when they hear of the bad things a certain person had done and would say thats awful we need to act on this.. what this listener don't know it happened 20 years ago and its so fresh until up to this day because we make it so alive everytime we tell story about it.. the fact is, we live in bitterness..and that bitterness had took control in our lives because we let it control us..on which in order to move on..we must forgive first ourselves for boxing ourselves then next to forgive those who had harm us..then when we carry no more burden thats the time we experience the joyful life that God had promised us.. he said God would not condemn us on our mistakes..he sees us through but he gave us free will on how to act upon it..that sometimes we choose the wrong way and we make the mistakes over and over again..he sees us but its only in the matter of choice for whether we will take the good choice or not..our choice will always leads us to where it should lead us..so we must be careful before we choose to do something..for God can only be there for us when we fail on our way ahead..he lets us be but will never gonna leave us on our miseries.."our choice, our life" if we stumble and fall its our fault not his.. i hope you all learn something from me today about God and our life..i recommend you should visit the site or purchase the book..i heard that they are having a free counseling on the team park in Disney in Florida.. Dr. D_ick Tibbits is a vice president of the Florida Hospital in Orlando..i had told him what he made me and shared my life for him to use it on his book..you can share yours too... God knows best and would never hurt us..
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@deebomb (15347)
• United States
30 Sep 07
I know that this was a month ago but I know that God and his angels are rejoycing right now over the lost sheep that has returned. My God bless you and keep you. I listen to 3abn too. The People on there are so helpful.
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@deebomb (15347)
• United States
30 Sep 07
Did you know that you can listen to that station on the internet too.
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• Philippines
1 Oct 07
thanks deebomb..i didn't know that..
@faith210 (11233)
• Philippines
17 Aug 07
Hi angel-of_charm! I am glad to know that you found peace somehow on that tv program. May God give you the grace and strength to look things positively from hereon. Take care and hope to see you soon again. Always remeber that you are loved by many people and most especially God! God bless!
• Philippines
18 Aug 07
yes, i found myself with this program..i don't plan to be an adventist but i continue listening to them everyday..even if i do mylot i still tune in the TV.
@lucky_witch (2713)
• Philippines
17 Aug 07
God is everywhere... and no matter what we are facing we have to bear in mind that HE wont give us anything taht we could not take. HE believes we can, so we can take it as a compliment. And in our life we would surely experience different hardship... and we should remember that life is a big battlefield and all we have to do is be strong.
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• Philippines
17 Aug 07
yes and in this battle field he is always my Armour to protect me..
@luzamper (1360)
• Philippines
17 Aug 07
Read and understand the Holy Bible because that is the word of God and it is complete. Reading the Holy Bible is the best form of worship and that is the way God talks to us and we talk to Him through prayers. May God bless you.
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• Philippines
17 Aug 07
yes indeed..though i don't read bible really i get to listen to the gospel now..i lost track many years because i forgot to call on him..may God bless us all..