Love the most writen or spelled word in the world

I am loving someone. He did love me back, but not anymore. We recently broke up, and it's all my fault. Nothing in the world could ever bring him back to me now. I was foolish and harsh, and now I'm regretting it all. I love him so much, I realized it now. Specially if I see couples or children. I can't help but miss him so much. But it's really painful knowing I wasn't someone he'd fight for and it's ok for him to let me go. It's sad really. But that is life. Now for those who are in love. Don't take the person you love for granted, for you may never feel their love and once they leave, that's the time you'll realize how their love meant so much to you.

yes i am loving someone. sometimes im loved by someone. not sure of the starting point cause its all going to heck