My regrets for a life time

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I want to share my story,maybe it can inspire u.. I'm 26 years old now..and from 1996 till 2005 i have a very bad problems with drugs.. I was addicted to heroin for almost 10 years.. My life turn up side down.. I use to be a nice girl and a very open minded person.. 10 years i've been blind of everything.. From stealing money,cellphone and almost everything that i think is a good oprtunity to make money,i'll take it. My family doesnt care anymore...they have been tired. Several times i've been to a rehabilitation..and several times i relapse.. Actually i'm tired too but my body keep asking for the heroin.. One time i've been dump to a rehab.. And i was shocked that almost 2 month i didnt get my periode.. And i realize that i was pregnant almost 3 month with my boyfriend... Oh my God.. What i'm gonna do?? So confused what should i tell my family and that time i was still in a rehab.. First i thought to abortion,but i didnt have that courage.. With all of my mentor and friends help finally they can make my family understand.. Finally i got married with my boyfriend,live in another country with a new life.. Now my son is 2 years old...and since that i never take drugs anymore.. Because of him i can be sober.. He's the key to my heart and i never want him to think that he has a bad mom... Now i'm trying to fix all my mistakes and now i realize i spend 10 years for nothing.. So never waste ur time for drugs,it's useless... Thanks God i still have that opportunity to make things better...