2 years of attraction

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From the first day that I met my roommate's friend, I knew that there was attraction between the two of us. It's been almost two years now, and I'm leaving tomorrow. 4 days ago we met on our way to another town. We talked the whole way and he gave me his number an suggest we hang out on Saturday. It was great, we got to know each other more, then he came to my friend's bbq party the same night. We had some drinks, we kissed, he said it's a shame that we didn't get to hang out more in the past. We ended up in bed, he asked me if I feel good with him. I told him I do. Early morning he decided to go home because he felt guilty that he is cheating on his girl friend, as well as walking out on me, but said he was happy that we got together. The next day I met him to give him his forgotten jumper, we talked, he said despite the things he told me, he still wants to be with his girl friend. We had a long goodbye hug. I'm leaving tomorrow and just want to hang out with him, is it ok if I send him an sms or should I just forget it? It's been almost two years that he was attracted to me, he told me too that he was planning to give me a goodbye kiss, to make it a special goodbye and to make up for the time that we didn't get to know each other/hang out...