What do you live for?

I live perform activism and social change. It's my purpose in life. If I fail to leave the world a little better than it was when I arrived I will have failed.

I am living and want to live for my family - my kids, hubby and siblings, but also for myself too. I wanna enjoy life with my family and friends.

I am trying to live for myself now. I used to live for my family, for my friends, well, it turned out to be not very well. For my family, I did whatever they want me to do, but then I found out that I didn't like what I was doing and the result was awful. For my friends, it turned out that some of them are not even my real friends. In that situation, I lost my own interests, my own personality, I was like a doll. So now I am trying to live for myself. I realized that even though so many people ask me to do what they want me to do, no one can take the results but me. So why don't they do what they want to do, and I do what I want to do, and we all take our own results?