my life got cold
By rebeka
@rebeka (364)
Romania
July 13, 2008 10:29am CST
Nothing goes right in my life. It started 5 years ago when my father passed away. I was just graduayting highschool, it was the last day of my graduating exam when i recieved this news. He died in a car accident, far away from me. Since that day i lost my reason to live. I gave University up, i lost my friends, i lost contact with my mother, i put 60 kg on....It's 5 years but i still don't have control of my life. I don't know what to do anymore.
2 responses
@snowy22315 (170271)
• United States
13 Jul 08
I think you need to envision your life as you want it to be and work towards that. Meditate and think on it and I think that will help. You should also see a professional becasue I'm sure your clinically depressed. I havent found a good medication for myself but I know they can work wonders with some people.
@katkat (2378)
• Philippines
18 Jul 08
I know what you’re feeling, it happened to me before. Although, I didn’t lost any of my love ones; just the feeling of being nowhere. I know it’s hard but you need to snap out of it.
Try to envision your life or think of the things you want to do and from then try to focus to have your life back. It would be not easy, try to find a support group or to talk to people that you trust about what you’re feeling. It’s the first step to healing to be able to communicate again.
