My grandmother expire just few moments before.. how do you feel if u were me?

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My Grand mother, whom i adore most, I loosed her today evening. I am not sure what i am feeling, I am also facing lots of problem today. I just had bad talk with my girl and also a misunderstanding. my parents scolded me in no reason. One guy is getting himself ready to beat me in college. I think its my worst day, today. But still i have to live further. THere may be even more hindrances ahead. My lovely and sweet grand mother expired. She never use to scold any body. She never appeared aggressive when we do mistakes. But rather she use to teach me and suggest me what to do and what not to. My grandmother was suffering from paralysis since few years ago. And she wounded herself by sleeping on the bed. She didn't recovered because she lacked her immunity. She loosed her energy when she served my sick grandpa who also was suffering from paralysis. While my grandpa was suffering from paralysis, my grandma was healthy. But now she is no more. I hope she is watching us crying and loosed heart. Her soul may rest on peace. She was the perfect person for me, she was so calm. I miss her a lot. What to do and what not to.How will you feel if you were in my place?