My grandmother expire just few moments before.. how do you feel if u were me?

Nepal
July 20, 2008 8:44am CST
My Grand mother, whom i adore most, I loosed her today evening. I am not sure what i am feeling, I am also facing lots of problem today. I just had bad talk with my girl and also a misunderstanding. my parents scolded me in no reason. One guy is getting himself ready to beat me in college. I think its my worst day, today. But still i have to live further. THere may be even more hindrances ahead. My lovely and sweet grand mother expired. She never use to scold any body. She never appeared aggressive when we do mistakes. But rather she use to teach me and suggest me what to do and what not to. My grandmother was suffering from paralysis since few years ago. And she wounded herself by sleeping on the bed. She didn't recovered because she lacked her immunity. She loosed her energy when she served my sick grandpa who also was suffering from paralysis. While my grandpa was suffering from paralysis, my grandma was healthy. But now she is no more. I hope she is watching us crying and loosed heart. Her soul may rest on peace. She was the perfect person for me, she was so calm. I miss her a lot. What to do and what not to.How will you feel if you were in my place?
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@howard96h (11665)
• New York, New York
20 Jul 08
I am sorry for your loss. Sounds like your grandmother was a wonderful woman, remember all the good things she did in life, and she is at peace right now. God Bless your grandmother.
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• Nepal
20 Jul 08
thanx for that. I wish she is smiling at me...
• Malaysia
20 Jul 08
Condolence to you! I am sorry to hear about your grandma. I lost my grandma when I was 18 years old. I understand how you feel. You are going through difficult times as I went through when I was 18. Just be patient and soon God will help you to find happiness. Remember nobody lives forever. All of us will have to return to dust one day. Treasure the memories you had with your grandma. You will now have to make your own decisions on what to do and what not to do. You can confide in other senior relatives or any senior person for advice.
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• Nepal
20 Jul 08
thanx for that maryrajam1962. Obviously no body lives for ever.
@spalladino (17927)
• United States
20 Jul 08
I am very sorry for your loss and that you are having a bad time right now. My grandmothers treated me like I was special, too, and never yelled at me like my parents did so I was very fond of both of them. Losing them is hard but please don't think of her as watching you and crying because she is in a place of peace and joy now and is happy. When she looks down upon you she smiles because she loves you and she knows that things will get better for you in time.
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• Nepal
20 Jul 08
ya right now tears are enjoying to flow through my skin... i really miss her..