I was doing so well...

@cripfemme (7698)
United States
November 25, 2008 7:14pm CST
I was doing so well on my new eating plan, I refuse to call it a diet because I hate the word, but Sunday completely killed it. Sunday was pretty much the worst day I've had in a while in which no one died. I was sick and running to the bathroom every half an hour. Not fun ever, but really not funwhen you're in a wheelchair and you only have so much vertical time, meaning standing, in a day. I stood up about twenty times on Sunday. My average amount of stands per day is about seven. I am amazed that I didn't fall on my face. To compensate for this horrible event, I treated myself to MacDonalds extra value meal, a set of cookies and cream candy bars and a bag of fake oreos, the bargain brand. I think I ingested more calories that day than I had all week. It just figures. Now on to my list of mounting psychological issues that include: conversion (which means make yourself sick when you aren't) and recovering from an eating disorder (thank God I don't puke anymore). I'm now going to have to add comfort eating, my therapist will be thrilled.
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@luluwell (36)
• United States
26 Nov 08
I wish you all the best on your eating plan. I'm not sure which is harder losing weight or gaining. I was overweight in school and got tire of being made fun of so I straved myself and got really sick. I am older now can not exercise like I use to even though I'm 39. When I walk I have to use my walker or cane. I keep an eating dairy this helps when I want to eat when I'm upset or when I don't eat getting down on paper how how I feel at the time helps me. I never record what I eat because that make me feel like a pig or a bird. I'm glad that you see a therapist because that helped me. Do you have family to support you. Food seems like a bad word but it's not it's what we make it. I WISH YOU THE BEST.