Suicide

United States
May 2, 2009 9:50pm CST
This is hard for me to write, because this time I feel there is no other choice. I am not even asking for posts or comments. I know this time is different and that there is no exception.
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4 responses
@iskayz (5424)
• Philippines
3 May 09
Hi there! Are you having problems? You know mylot is a place you can let all your anger or sadness come out. You can show your emotions here and seek advises too. I'm sure a lot of people will be willing to help including me. Cheer up!
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@snowneo (116)
• Canada
3 May 09
Plus the people of mylot care about each other, and most/all are not rude. Very polite users who care about your feelings, thoughts and anything going on in your life.
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• United States
5 May 09
Thank you for the comment and I agree with you; the people here are polite and seem to care about others feelings.
@iskayz (5424)
• Philippines
5 May 09
Yes Brandir. Mylot is a wonderful place, really. The advises from members here could help you and give you comfort. Just continue sharing your thoughts and I'm sure you'll soon be ok. Life should be cherished. God knows you are strong cause He won't give you anything you can't handle. Trust in Him well. Keep smiling!
@queenlove (495)
• United States
3 May 09
Please don't do that! I have been where you are. I am not just talking for nothing. Whatever you are going through, you can get through it. I want you to email me. mslovesmith@gmail.com and we can talk. I want to help you get through this and maybe I can offer some advice. Even if you don't email me...please don't end your life!!!
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• United States
5 May 09
I didn't
• United States
5 May 09
I probably will email you sometime soon; maybe not today, but soon.
@krajibg (11942)
• Guwahati, India
3 May 09
I wonder, what what is this? Is the author gone forever? Is there any one to answer me back? I think this is too serious a matter now.
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• United States
3 May 09
Well krajibg... Hopefully that is not the case. That would definately be a shame! I prayed for her last night because when I read her post, I was able to identify how she was feeling. Hopefully she went to sleep and slept it off. Maybe she will feel better today.
@krajibg (11942)
• Guwahati, India
3 May 09
Lets hope so...
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• United States
5 May 09
I didn't
@sid556 (31018)
• United States
3 May 09
HI brandi, I know you are new here but I've been here a long while. This is a great place to talk and vent your problems. I really hope you don't do anything like what your post suggested. I have friends that have gone that route and the pain and hurt they leave on those behind them is unbelievable. I also know that the pain that they were feeling was greater than any of us realized. Please open up and talk. At least give it a try. It can't hurt...right? Hugs to you!
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• United States
5 May 09
No one around me understands the depth of the pain I am feeling. Truth be known, they don't really want to.
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@sid556 (31018)
• United States
5 May 09
It is not that they are incapable of understanding....they are afraid of adding to your pain by saying or doing the wrong thing. They are so emotionally connected to you. So start by talking here. What's the worst that can happen? No one here knows you at all and if we do...we don't know that we do. There are people of all ages and experiences. You certainly can't hurt any worse than you do right now so why not open up and give it a try? Who knows. Maybe a whole lot won't understand but just maybe one will. My life has been full of situations where I've at times thought it best to end it all...even for the sake of others. I've always hung in there and with no regrets. I am old and I can look back on each & every incident that brought me to that brink and question what in the heck was I thinking? No one could have told me I'd feel that way at the time. At the time it seemed like my whole world was crashing in and I felt that I was dying...wished I would. somehow you get thru what you think you can't. You have to understand that life is not meant to be without its hardships. We learn and grow from those times. And we also have the good times along the way to make those times bearable. I think on some level you know all this or you would not have written here. I hope that you continue writing here.