temporary disabled and mental disease

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Does anyone know what this situation is like? Well Im dealing with it. I have come a LOOOOOOOOOOONG way from this. It hasnt been all that bad but its still isnt enough. Ever since 2004 I've been suffering with this. Its a terrible thing. Not many people know its like to go through the days keeping your head from spinning out of control, insanely. But for anyone that is I would like ti know how it is. I am suffering right now with depression and OCD, which is known as obbsessive compulsive disorder. Why I share this? Well........whats the point in hiding it? Its a serious issue and it can happen to anybody. Most people may think Im insane but its not like that. Most the days I go through overly obsessing on thoughts which may or may not be an important thing. And if it gets out of hand, I become edgy and irritable. And sometimes constant noise makes me snap. But thats beside the point of this whole thing. See now I am getting better but I have to be careful with what I do. Heres the thing, having benefits is a great blessing. But you have to be careful. Why? Cause my disability isnt that life threatening. Its a very severe thing, but I can still get around and do stuff. ANd if I make a way far move towards something that can make me seem better, the benefits can get taken away. So that why I started this. I wanted to see who or what is going through what I am. Feel free to go and let it out. It would make me feel Im not alone, and if you are in this, you are not alone either.