Why I feel so much love, excitement and sad?
@satishyadav21 (232)
India
March 5, 2010 9:45pm CST
It is almost about me. I have mixed emotion. I don't know why I feel this way. And I don't know if it is wrong and I have some kink of psychological problem. When I meet some people, I feel so good, and I treasure every moments, because I know know those moments will not come back again. I love a woman. Sometime I think it very bad or sometime it is good. I can't control myself. I want her happiness. I can change myself for her happiness.I love her, and I miss her. But at the same time I feel sad. When I go to performance of of my favorite band. I feel so high, then later I feel sad and bad. May be because of these, I think of dying. When I get high of drinking, I feel so good, I feel so happy, and at the same time feel so sad, and I wanna die. So many contrasts, I feel bad for street children, and feel so good while partying.
Sometimes I think about dying or may be suicide while getting drunk. This life around me is beautiful, and at the same time it is so sad. All the people come and go. Friends meet and go to different places, to different countries. There are so many violence and wars and diseases in this world, while this world is wonderful. All people will die, young or older. I love life, but at the same time I feel I am missing so many things. I just don't know what should I feel. Am I being too sensitive.
Am I missing something. Are you have feeling like me...Please give me some time.
Thanking you all of my friends.
Happy Mylotting.
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7 responses
@cloud31 (5809)
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6 Mar 10
Just you're taking things and situation seriously,you deal with your daily life so much of worries and likes.
Take it easy,you cannot make things perfect.You are just a human and not a perfect one,You deal with thing gradually and easy,don't overload your mind with things that does not require too much of your attention.
Take chance to relax ,time is so short and live life to the fullest.Everything is gonna be fine.
Happy myLotting..God bless!
@markmoney (2868)
• Philippines
6 Mar 10
It is because you are alive. You are aware of what's happening around you. Our senses are the ones that make us feel those emotions. You can appreciate things and you know what is bad and wrong. I think what you are feeling is just normal. We really feel different emotions in different situations. Well, maybe your senses are just too active. It easily reacts to situations. I think what you should do is to be positive always. Always think positive. Avoid thinking of negative things coz those are the ones that makes you sad. Think of your dreams in life and make them as your guide as you are going on through your life. Think of what do you want to happen in your life. You should have a mission and purpose that you are going to work on. Well I know you are a good man, so just continue to be good, and life will also be good to you. Have a nice day! Happy myLotting! 
@kalav56 (11464)
• India
6 Mar 10
You sem to be in avery disturbed frame of mind.I don't know how old you are but don't you relate well to your parents?DO you not have good friends?Are you less than 20 years? Concentrate on your future and for thsi you need to acquire skills[whatever your age is].Focus on acquiring skills, faith in GOd would bring a bit of stability to your mind and make you more balanced.BE motivated to achieve soemthing in life and work in tsi direction; you will feel better because you have something concrete to do.
@besthope44 (12123)
• India
6 Mar 10
Hi, you dont have any problem. First feel good of yourself. There is nothing wrong in your feelings. You have anxious and sensitive that why you are easily hurted or overjoyed. I will tell you the best idea is meditation. Your feeling is common, but you need to have them in your control,then life is really wonderful. You have to be master of controlling emotions,do meditation you will feel really great!!
@avani26 (1518)
• India
6 Mar 10
We have all these emotions coz we are human and yes everyone does face these emotions but some people are quiet sensitive and emotional and show it openly whereas some people can disquise their emotions.
I am a person who gets quiet emotional and sensitive and burst out at the drop of a hat, whereas my hubby is quiet opposite even though he gets affected he would not show his emotions quiet openly.
@namiya (1713)
• Philippines
6 Mar 10
I think you're just a bit confused on the realities of life? Why not try to focus your attention on the positive ones to avoid feeling miserable. Count your blessings and be thankful for having/enjoying them. Try activities that will give meaning to your life, say civic youth activities that extend help to people. Helping others lift's up one's spirit and feeling of worthiness. Acquire hobbies or seek the company of people your age with whom you may share similar healthy interests in life. Boredom is common to young people, don't let this overcome you , enjoy life and enjoy your youth. God bless.
