Is there something are you waiting for?

Indonesia
January 13, 2011 7:31pm CST
I always immerse myself in the dark I see black, rays do not imprint on a wall. But always a black shadow that I see. The longer the swell seemed to pounce. I let myself run, chasing it all I do not want everyone to prevent I wanted to find identity. yea, I just want to find my identity in life. honestly, I do not understand the meaning of life in me.
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@aprilsong (1886)
• China
14 Jan 11
Hi, kendedes, it is common that we sometimes feel so lost and don't know why we are living. But we should not always in this situation. There are too many beautiful things in the life. You can find it. Maybe just because of closing your heart to the ourside, so you can feel them. I have experienced this kind of mood as you too. But living in the world is already a big blessing. Feel unhappy with your life? Just put your eyes on those unfortunately ones in the world. Those suffer from wars, dieases, lose one's beloved ones because of natural disasters. We don't know what will happy next minute, so what we can only do is to cherish every second now.
• Indonesia
14 Jan 11
You're right, I should get out of this situation, I should not be lulled by all this, I have to get up so I can quickly find the answers.
@SIMPLYD (78586)
• Philippines
14 Jan 11
Perhaps you should try to evaluate yourself carefully. Analyze what makes you happy and complete. From there you can identify what you really will like to be and where do you belong.
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• Indonesia
14 Jan 11
Sometimes I feel weird about what that has been happening to me I like too slow daam do respond to the real world, I'm stiff, yup I have to do a deeper analysis of my situation, I want to find what is the most dominant thing to be a joy for me, this need a long time for me.
• Indonesia
15 Jan 11
because I am a Muslim, ... then I can only say the more I appreciate the Bible or holy book that you believe now, ... then I am more convinced the truth what I believe right now, ...
@rifnee (1713)
• Indonesia
14 Jan 11
Generally it is a mortal man in the world looking for: 1. Power 2. Honor 3. Wealth if we have 3 sections on top, happiness will come automatically. I am a mortal man since birth, well I also have the lust of the flesh. Actually I'm a little confused what users want in your posts. Actually till now I still wonder. Why did God let me be born in the world? For if man was created when in the end they will hurt God? t is a complicated question. Until now I have not found the right person to answer my question.
@greygoo (798)
• Philippines
14 Jan 11
i guess i'm always waiting for the chance to change my life. the problem is, i fail to see that the chance is now and all i had to do was start. it's either changing is easier that done, or i'm just be plain stupid for missing so many chances. life's hard especially when you don't know what/whom your struggling for. find a purpose, girl.:) everyone has one. mine is my family. we have a lot of problems and i'm trying to work hard to be a part of the solution. trust me, there's something out there that's worth living for.:) nice poetry by the way. i write too, and they can be as dark as yours. a person's inner struggle will always and forever be constant phenomenon, that's why we write about them all the time. but we are meant to conquer them. it will be hard, but let us emerge victorious.:)