Am I a NUT.......?

Bangladesh
January 25, 2011 6:43am CST
Oh god...what's going on with me.....!!! Today I had a new class of new semester. It was strategic marking..so I wasn't so happy as it's a higher level major course and kind of tough ...but....... I was stocked to see my faculty...He was too cute..too handsome, too smart..too adorable...I know it's too much..but I can't stop myself.. I can't believe I was staring at him the whole class, 90 minutes !!!!! unbelievable! How could I? I never felt so drawn..is it normal? I'm feeling retarded....I have to pass 3 and half months with him in front of my eyes....huh!!
4 responses
@mysdianait (66009)
• Italy
25 Jan 11
I think it is not spring in your part of the world so it is not because of the new season. Or maybe it is? If you really can't put up with the sight then can you change your place so that he is seated behind you?
• Bangladesh
25 Jan 11
ha ha ha....no it's winter here..but may be....valentine's day coming...oh God I totally forgot that...let me check if I have class on that day...nooo.... Oh mysdianait! how can he seated behind me! ...he is my teacher..He always moves in front of my eyes because I always sit in front..he is so funny and friendly but I have to control me after all he is my faculty...and my grades are depending on him..
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@mysdianait (66009)
• Italy
25 Jan 11
Oh I missed that and thought that he was a student too Oh dear, this makes it even more complicated but at least this subject will now be one of your favourites
• Bangladesh
26 Jan 11
I hope so. But you know I always face this problem, either my classmates or teacher fall in me ha ha ha.....very interesting but I can handle it nicely. I'm kind of specialist because I'm facing it form my teen anyway this time I was warred because I was from my side. But things gonna be good as long as I'm not gonna hear what mt nutty side whispers in my ear... thank you..
@bounce58 (17387)
• Canada
26 Jan 11
You should use this as motivation to do good in this class. Even though this higher level course is more difficult, you should have more drive to even study harder. So that you'd make a name for yourself, and stand out in class. Maybe then this new faculty would start noticing you too. And would look(and wink) at you if he sees you staring at him.
• Bangladesh
26 Jan 11
Ha ha ha...great idea bounce...but even now he smiles at me when ever he get any chance though they look innocent and most of the time he encourages to participate in class.. I'll definitely try my best to do well and impress him ...but it's really tough to satisfy a Cambridge Business Graduate...he is a genius and I guess his expectations a so high from us...I have to study really hard...he is going to be my toughest faculty...God help me...!!
@picjim (3002)
• India
25 Jan 11
Your age is such that these infatuations get a temporary hold on you.But if you think it over you will realise what your priority is?It i believe is normal and you aren't retarded.You will be if you let these emotions get the better of you and ruin your semester. Believe me you'll get over this phase and have a quiet chuckle later.
• Bangladesh
25 Jan 11
Thank you dear for your kind words...I wish it will be temporary and I'll be able to overcome it and concentrate in my lectures as I don't want it to disturb me. But it was kind of new experience for me. I was never so involved for any of my faculties though most of them were really awesome and good looking.. I usually form a good relationship with my faculties as I'm kind of good students and it is universal that teachers are fond of good students. But it was always a good friendship. I respect my teachers very much as my mother is a teacher and my grandfather was too..In my university, most of our teachers are middle aged to elderly and some are young like 6 to 7 years older than us but this time he is too young, I guess 3 to 4 years older than me but not more anyway... He just finished his masters and joined our school. I think lots of girls have already been crushed on him as I saw others girls in my class staring at him though they were sitting beside their boyfriend....but he was acting soooo innocent
@thanks1961 (7035)
• India
25 Jan 11
mmm.... ?is going on?? What is the favour four him? Good studies or still worse? I think you also prove that you are too cute..too handsome, too smart..too adorable...... in studies as well, that that may be the best reward for him too. However enjoy studies as well as your dreams also. Thank-s
• Bangladesh
26 Jan 11
Thank you!...yeah I have to study hard no matter how I feel. and that was my first class with him so may be that's why I was a bit excited but I can control my emotions so hopefully I'm gonna try hard and make him proud as well as my parents. It's a very important subject for me to complete my marketing major so no time to listen to my emotions..