useless feel about myself.

Why not change from bad to good. If you think you are bad,lazy or what, then it's time to change yourself. You know better than we are...you know where and what is wrong..so moved on. I never keep the bad things in me, but try my best to be a good one and make my loved ones feel that I loved them too.

Are you too lazy or is it just not you? I think what is bothering you is that you don't feel confident with yourself because you don't know who you are, what you want, how to make your own life interesting. You can only give positve energy and help to others if you feel that way yourself. So my advice is to find out what your wishes and expectations are for yourself. Not what others wish or want or expect you to be. I think many people feel what you feel now, me every ... years again. It's normal, it means we are human beings and think about our present state of being and life. After you thought about that you can decide if it's time to change something so you will feel better.