not to assume

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I already told you guys about my crush before, right? I told you all about the unusual things he do. The way he stares at me and everything. So because all of that i was starting to have a conclusions that maybe he already liked me too. I ask for somewhat a sign yet none of it happened. The last day of our summer class left me so empty and lonely, thinking i would never see him again since he'll be graduating. My friend let me borrow her fb account for days to scroll over my crush's fb (yes i know i am stalking), then i saw a wall post coming from a girl they were exchanging i love you. Grr. At some point i felt so crashed into bits as i was reading their conversations. it feels like a torture to me yet i kept on reading to get some details. I feel so stupid that thinking he could also possibly like me or i might get a chance that it isn't the end of everything. Then, i thought why i am so affected this is only a crush nothing so serious. Then i told myself this is maybe a sign to let go of him.