Same boat??!!

August 8, 2012 6:48am CST
Haven't been on this site for almost 3 years! Looking back through my posts has frightened me...things have changed but so little!! Still have the ex in my life, though i do not feel as strongly about him anymore, i still haven't let him go and still haven't moved on...reading again and reflecting on how much pain i was in and how lowly i allowed my own morals and opinions to sink is shocking! Thankfully that has changed, though i can not comprehend the hold this man has on me!!
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@maximax8 (27048)
8 Aug 12
Welcome back to My Lot. It is interesting that you came back on My Lot and looked through your posts from years ago. It is great that now you don't feel as strongly about your ex. I am pleased that you are not in the same emotional pain anyone. Good luck to you in the future.
26 Sep 12
Thank you, quite insightful to look back and see how i felt. Its easy when you reflect back in your mind to just see what you wanted to see, reading my own words make me see it for what it was and hopefully stop me from repeating the same mistakes
@riyauro (6431)
• India
8 Aug 12
well time is flying fast and things in life is not that fast. When I look back three years ago, I see same things now and not much changes in my life as well. Well I gas your ex has a very strong hold on you that is why you have not moved on in these three years. thanks for sharing, have a wonderful day.
8 Aug 12
It would certainly seem that way..though its not as powerful as once was and thats a very good thing. Thanks for your comment :)