I wish I could make a difference in soneone's life

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I was saved for some reason when I had surgery. I went into respiratory failure and they couldn't wake me up. As everyone knows when I did wake up I woke up on the external respirator called a bipap machine. All that aside I feel I've been given a second chance. I feel there is a calling on my life. If I could change the course of one person's life through my own experience I think my being given a second chance would be justified. As many of you know I smoked happily for 34 years. I have been very sick from time to time, and nearly died once back in the 90s. I've been quit since 2001 yet the damage has been done. I have scarring in my lungs which gives me much less surface area in my lungs for gas exchange. I'll be dependent on oxygen for the rest of my life. I can no longer do the simple things I took for granted. I can't shop for my own food. I can't walk around the block. There is so much I can't do anymore. If I could convince one person to lay down their cigarettes and never pick them up again, I feel that I will have fulfilled part of my destiny. Smoker's disease is so slow and insidious that you don't know it's happening. I'm fortunate. I survived. My good friend, J, didn't. She died at 51 years old. She got cancer-no not lung cancer-but stomach and esophagus cancer. She was diagnosed a few days before Christmas and died just last week. She has her stomach and most of her esophagus removed. She had to be tube fed into her small intestine. The doc made a pouch there and it broke. From then on she couldn't eat. If she had quit smoking years ago she might still be alive now. The thing is that everyone is in denial. They never believe anything bad will happen to them. Maybe nothing bad will happen, but are you willing to play Russian Roulette with your life? It's too late for me to turn my health around. I can hope that I will be better than I am now, but with the scarring in my lungs I will never have normal gas exchange in my lungs. I love everyone. I'm crying my eyes out now just trying to find the right words to love just one person onto setting theit cigarettes down for good. This is not to be judgmental. It is to love you enough to share my experience and maybe make a difference in soneone's life. It is also to love you enough to share my friend's life and death with you. Her doc told her this was caused by smoking. Before she died she wished she could have a second chance but she wasnt given one. I feel I was given a second chance and maybe I can make a difference. Even one person stopping can change their life later on. Your thoughts?