Today is my crying day :(
@night01watcher (259)
Italy
September 28, 2012 4:46am CST
I am so much upset since morning that I am getting teary after every hour:(.
So many tensions, so many regrets. They are making me bad and the more i think of them the more i curse myself.
I don't know how to get rid of them, and I don't know who to talk to. I don't have close friends and I can't tell my boyfriend;(
9 responses
@yuficollections (72)
• Indonesia
28 Sep 12
Oh I am sorry to hear that you are having such a very hard day,dear...
I know I'm only your new acquaintance , but I'm so glad if you could trust me to be your listener of the problems if you don't mind :)
What happened,dear?
@night01watcher (259)
• Italy
28 Sep 12
Past is haunting me ;(, my mistakes. I am not a good daughter, neither a good friend or girlfriend:(
@yuficollections (72)
• Indonesia
28 Sep 12
I'm not the one who know better yourself than yourself , but I know we all did mistakes in ourlife. But it will hunts us never ending when we just try and try to run away,baby girl ... I don't know what exactly you problem about, but I'm pretty sure that is a big deal that you haven't told anyone even to mylotters here...
But something that I'm sure is you are a good daughter, a good friend and a good girlfriend. Why? It is because none of bad daughter, bad friend or bad girlfriend realize or want to admit the mistake like you just did :)
So you still haven't been comfortable to talk about it, dear?
It is okay if you need your time . All I want to say is.. If it a problem, then solve it soon by your own way. But if it couldn't be resolved (you know we couldn't back to the past) , then it is not a problem, it is something that warn you - something that you have to learn and move on to be a better one (better one, which I'm sure you are )
@linda0302 (53)
• China
29 Sep 12
I like it: we all did mistakes in ourlife, and it will hunts us never ending even we try and try to run away. Best wishes!
@jenny1015 (13366)
• Philippines
7 Nov 12
I am having a bad day myself. There is something that keeps on bugging me yesterday and I could not do anything abut it as of now but just to bee silent. But with the silence, I could feel myself crying, my chest wanting to explode...... I am having a hard time to get over it, but I sure hope it would be gone soon.
@GemmaR (8517)
•
28 Sep 12
It is horrible when you feel like this, but if this is the first time that you've felt like this then there is every chance that it is just your hormones and you could very easily just try and forget about it and you should feel better tomorrow. However, if this is something that has happened more than once, then you should start thinking about seeing a doctor as you might be depressed. Once you've seen the doctor, they would be able to help you and this would mean that you could start getting better and get your life back to the way that it was before. Try and find somebody who you can talk to, because honestly talking can make a whole world of difference.
@mythociate (21437)
• Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
29 Sep 12
Forget about it! You only need to remember your past if it somehow makes you what you are now; and if you are not now what you want to be, Forget about it! (if you can't undo whatever it is that your past did to you, then take it as 'a condition you were born with' ... works for gays! 
)
First, think of what your focus is---mine is 'the glory of the kingdom of God.' Focused on that, it's easy to see that my place is 'wherever I can best serve to make that glory greater.'
Outside that, I really don't care 'how I feel.' I mean, of-course I want to feel good & comfortable & peaceful; but that's just sprinkles-on-the-frosting as long as 'God is in His Heaven.'
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First, think of what your focus is---mine is 'the glory of the kingdom of God.' Focused on that, it's easy to see that my place is 'wherever I can best serve to make that glory greater.'
Outside that, I really don't care 'how I feel.' I mean, of-course I want to feel good & comfortable & peaceful; but that's just sprinkles-on-the-frosting as long as 'God is in His Heaven.'
@vidhyaprakash_2 (7116)
• India
28 Sep 12
Hi friend, sad to hear about this, don't worry, try your maximum to forget about the issues and divert your self with mylot. Browse this site and reply to various topics, you forget about your worries
@barood4money (376)
• India
2 Oct 12
There are some bad times where we take the wrong decision. But always remember that we have the power to make the bad moment into good. "SORRY" this is a small word. But it has the power to remove all the guilts from your soul. Say sorry by heart to everyone to whom you are guilty. And start your life again with a new start. I pray all will be fine. Best Of Luck.
@jenny1015 (13366)
• Philippines
28 Sep 12
I am sorry if you are feeling bad. If you have been feeling this the whole day, I don't think it will solve your problems. Try to veer your thoughts away from it. Clear your thoughts and relax. If you think you can't handle this alone, the best person to talk to are your parents.
@deazil (4723)
• United States
28 Sep 12
We have all been there at one time or another. We do things we regret and then they come back to haunt us. You are not alone. But dwelling on these things won't help you. They make things seem worse than they are. You can't change the past. But you can control your future. If you have hurt someone, talk to them. Explain. Let them know you regret it. Sometimes we think much worse of our actions than others do. You can make many friends on mylot to talk to. Look around at discussions regarding problems that someone might have. Then read the responses. You will see many helpful suggestions. Find a person from these responses that you feel could help you as well. Or tell in a discussion what your exact problem is so we can help you. It may not be as bad as you think. Mylot is not for judging people. Mylot is to make friends and help when it's needed. I hope you find a solution to your problem.
