I should Have Known

It can be difficult. Life is unpredictable, or, in my case sometimes I think that it isn't! I start to think bad things are around the corner often. Life is odd, that is one thing that's true.

Yes I plan to talk to him when he gets home... he is being released I just found out. That is a relief so at least for awhile I shouldn't have to worry about bills and things...

Thank you Hatley. I appreciate the sentiment. I do not know what happened myself fully. I just know it was something stupid because first my dad was not involved at all and then suddenly he is being hauled off to jail with four cars in my drive way. I had been mistaken in thinking he was smarter than that. Especially knowing I can't do anything about it, including, I can not even go get him myself when he is let out of jail I don't have my own car. Which means I can't go into town if I need to nor pay the bills if he is in there that long, the list goes on. It was completely ridiculous, reckless and yes I think you are right. I will not blame myself now.

omg, that is the worst. when my middle son, the one in ohio, not any here, was a teen, years ago, the cops came and arrested him right at our house. it was the worst thing seeing someone you love handcuffed and thrown into a police car. come to find out some friends of his said he was with them when they did arson to a business. the guy with the store hired them to do it for insurance my son assured me he had just been with them earlier and wasnt in on the crime. yet they held him till his alibi came through and they found he wasnt there.

Yes it isn't easy witnessing them being taken away. Its one of the harder things in life. I hope he's alright in there but I guess he will need to be more smart about his actions toward authority.

Yes it is harder to do than just saying so. Especially when I was ready to yesterday, just give all I could for the good and let go of the stress. Then something big happens and its not so easy today. So all of that was kind of wasted and useless.

I know what you mean. It almost seems as if it is planned that way and we have no control over it. I view it as walking up a hill and getting almost all the way up when suddenly I slip and fall back to square one. It does become tiring to have to fight this uphill battle. I think maybe we need some time away from people.

I've felt the same at times. Though without the struggle of the battle we wouldn't enjoy the rewards of the accomplishments we have so strongly.

I've found that the good times seem so short for me. Especially since there are times like this when things are turning around and something happens. It makes me wonder if it was all just leading into something bad. I try to prepare myself because I know there's usually more bad than good, for me so far in life. That may be the wrong way to go about life, but, its the only way I know how.

Thank you, Right nwo things are up in the air, not sure where I'll be or what will happen.

I know dear you like me have had a rough few months. I hope things are ok for you. Im thinking about you here.

Yes I too am a praying woman. Recently actually distracted but I am praying again and will continue to through out this and my life. It really does change things.

I'm sorry to hear that your health is not good consistently. It can be stressful having such highs and lows like that.

Thanks for the blessings, I offer the same. I hope that my dad learned his lesson from this.

Yes its true, I've risen from the ashes of several such situations. I just was starting to fit in and get a life going online income and the like. I want a peaceful life. My family is trying to force me into the world and I really want... a quiet.. life with God.