i think i should really make a decision

Beijing, China
February 24, 2014 4:03am CST
at this moment,i don't know where to belong to this world,doesn't have a sense of belonging.now my heart is so depressing,but in fact i am very optimistic,i urgently need to travel.liberate myself,must realize this summer
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@mythociate (15963)
• Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
25 Feb 14
Me too, perhaps more-urgently (since I'll be 33 this Summer, meaning that I should've realized what I am TWELVE YEARS AGO! ) The 'difference' (though you might have a similar problem) is that I don't feel "needed" anywhere ... oh, I'm told that I'm good with kids--in church, teaching them to let their lights shine--but I feel like 'a single grain in a sack of sand'---if I'm not there, no big deal! another grain of sand'll fill it just as well (or maybe even better). The difference between a grain of sand in a sack & one in a brick? The brick-sand is cemented in place ...
• Beijing, China
26 Feb 14
Thank you for your sharing