roller coaster day 12/4/'16
By bonnie
@bunnybon7 (50973)
Holiday, Florida
December 4, 2016 11:48am CST
So I get up and start the routine of make bed, coffee, etc. to get woke up. I get a text from daughter in Ohio that she found the Roku in their storage to send me!!
I am so happy since that means no more stretching around my bed to make the mouse work for the computer I have hooked up to TV for watching Netflix and everything else. Not sure if I can get my all access programs though. but still I am over joyed with getting it as soon as she gets it in the mail.
Then I get on FB and the memory board pops up. It's photo of my baby Coco with her St. Pats day things on. She was only about 4yrs then. So I tell myself don't cry and go down that road. You have a Roku coming. I am sure others have used such tactics to stave off depression. right?So far that is my day.
and btw, my friend in AZ says I can take longer if need be. I told her after the holidays I hope. going to try and load the photo of my Coco
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
4 Dec 16
actually she came to love the attention and liked getting dressed up at times
@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
4 Dec 16
thanks can't hardly wait for the Roku but have to. lol
@celticeagle (159058)
• Boise, Idaho
4 Dec 16
You have so many fond memories of Coco. And think of all the pictures. Think of it if you didn't. We do have to find our own ways to 'stave off depression'.Glad that you have some. I wish there was some way you could find a way of thinking about Coco's passing that helps you. Like that Coco is somewhere nice now and feeling now pain. That Coco is in sunshine and feeling good. No pain, no hurts, just a healthy little dog. Sure you miss Coco but you love her enough to her go and be in such a positive place. Come on, you can do it!
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
4 Dec 16
i do think that at times but i think my own selfishness causes me to miss her. that is the reason i think we miss people and pets that are gone obviously. so i try not to dwell on thoughts of her. then feel guilty for not wanting to think of her a lot. i am still a bit of i mess i fear. lol
@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
4 Dec 16
@Hatley i do hope one day to be optimistic about it like that
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
9 Dec 16
was hoping to wait for that. just not sure now
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
11 Dec 16
@simone10 it was but whether i breathe or not i will have to try it. lets hope i survive
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@simone10 (54189)
• Louisville, Kentucky
10 Dec 16
@bunnybon7 I can see how it wold be a difficult decision to make.
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@crazyhorseladycx (39515)
• United States
6 Dec 16
i fear i dunno what a 'roku' 'tis, hon, but if'n yer happy, i'm happy. 'tis hard 't times to see those 'memories'. i'd a similar one this past week where i'd shared a few pics 'f a pup 'n some horses that're no longer with me. i jest remind myself that they've crossed that rainbow bridge 'n no longer're'n pain.
i hope that all goes well with yer move back to arizona, when yer ready :)
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
6 Dec 16
thank you dear sweet lady hope i can quit worrying and let go of this place for long. at least just today daughter sent the Roku from Ohio. it is a thing that can stream movies and internet on your Tv. just hope i can get someone to show me how to hook it up when it gets here
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
9 Dec 16
@crazyhorseladycx me too. hope it gets delivered before i go
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@crazyhorseladycx (39515)
• United States
7 Dec 16
@bunnybon7 yer welcome :) that'd be my hope 's well, y'ave already been through so much. i'm glad she's sendin' that, perhaps somebody there can/will help ya? still dunno how such a gadget works? but no frettin', i'm purty outta the loop with these new-fangled thingies :) big hugs!
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
4 Dec 16
my little girl was a she and we have lots of photos of her in different things and poses. she seemed to like the attention
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@Hatley (163781)
• Garden Grove, California
5 Dec 16
@bunnybon7 yesI still have a roomi
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
5 Dec 16
we have to. sometimes no one is there to help. do you still have a room mate? or are you alone?
@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
5 Dec 16
not on the way yet. she just found it. i have tried to keep it on her mind
@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
5 Dec 16
still trying to squeeze through here. not much luck on that
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