Rest In Peace Little Kuma

@DianneN (246906)
United States
October 19, 2018 9:13pm CST
Kuma lived for two months and 1 day after her diagnosis of a rare and aggressive sarcoma. She hid in my closet for the last 9 days. We fed her, brushed, and rubbed her in there. The vets arrived Thursday at our house. Kuma was given a sedative in our son’s arms. She fell asleep within seconds and she was placed on our son’s old bed. We each took turns kissing her goodbye and the caring and nurturing Vet wrapped Kuma in her favorite blanket as if she were a gift. She was placed in a wooden coffin that my husband and son built the day before with her favorite toy. We buried her in my rock garden, a place in the sun with lots of birds and butterflies for her, and sent her to Heaven with prayers and love. And that’s why I haven’t been here. It has been extremely sorrowful for us. We loved her so much and have to grieve.
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@JohnRoberts (109857)
• Los Angeles, California
20 Oct 18
Oh no, I was hoping somehow Kuma woud pull through.
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• Philippines
20 Oct 18
@DianneN i was hoping, too. where was her tumor located?
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
@hereandthere On her left shoulder. We were afraid it would reach her spine. As it was, she scratched the heck out of her neck, so must have felt it creeping along.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
Thanks, John. Her tumor grew so rapidly from a bump to the size of an orange in 2 months.
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@RasmaSandra (73473)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
20 Oct 18
Many blessings to you and your family on this most painful loss. I know Kuma is chasing butterflies in the fields of heaven. I know that you will feel her around you for quite a while yet. Long ago in 2009 when my first cat passed on I felt her brushing along my legs and saw her shadow and many other signs until she knew we were alright without her and my present cat Sid came into our lives.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
Thank you, and thanks for sharing that. I already "saw" her twice, and it made me feel so good.
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@AmbiePam (85538)
• United States
20 Oct 18
I'm crying for you. I am so sorry you lost her.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
21 Oct 18
Thank you.
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@rebelann (111194)
• El Paso, Texas
20 Oct 18
My condolences to all of you, I know how much this hurt all of you.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
You do know, and we send our thanks to you. It has been so sad and awful for us.
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@rebelann (111194)
• El Paso, Texas
20 Oct 18
I had to cry when I read this @DianneN I'm just glad that all of you got to spend time with her and she knew how much she was loved. She'll be your guardian Angel from here on. Did Doodles react to her passing? I hope he'll be ok.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
@rebelann Awww, thank you. Being an animal lover, too, I'm sure you totally understand what we've been through. She knew she was was well loved. Doodles tried to go upstairs with my son and the Vet, but I caught him just in time. He did stand on her grave in the garden all by himself on his first walk after she passed. It amazed me, since he never walks in that particular area. I showed him around the bedrooms where she preferred to hang out and told him, "No more Kuma." I think he knew what was coming before we did. He sensed it. We are all so very sad and heartbroken and hope she didn't suffer.
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@LadyDuck (458230)
• Switzerland
20 Oct 18
Oh Dianne, I am so sorry, I know how you feel. Now Kuma is playing with my little Willy in Kitty Heaven.
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@LadyDuck (458230)
• Switzerland
21 Oct 18
@DianneN It is Dianne, I could not believe I would have been so devastated when I knew that Willy was sick, but I still cry thinking to him. It is too sad.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
21 Oct 18
@LadyDuck We are still crying over the loss of Kuma. I hope we adjust soon. I talk to her multiple times a day at her tiny gravesite. Just knowing she's there breaks my heart. Our son still can't visit her. He's too upset.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
21 Oct 18
I knew this day was coming, but am still devastated. I truly hope Kuma and Willy are playing together in heaven and are at peace. . It's unbearably sad.
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@andriaperry (116860)
• Anniston, Alabama
20 Oct 18
I am so sorry for your loss.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
Thanks, Andria. It hurts so much.
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@1hopefulman (45123)
• Canada
20 Oct 18
Sorry for you loss and I feel your sadness!
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
21 Oct 18
Thanks so much.
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@allknowing (130064)
• India
20 Oct 18
All pet lovers go through this Don't we? . I do not know what to say
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@allknowing (130064)
• India
21 Oct 18
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
21 Oct 18
So true. No words necessary, Grace.
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@Tampa_girl7 (49010)
• United States
20 Oct 18
I totally understand your grief my fur babies are part of our family.
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@Tampa_girl7 (49010)
• United States
21 Oct 18
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
Thank you. She was our son's little girl who helped him through many difficult times. She was our darling little grand kitty and will be missed dearly.
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@ridingbet (66857)
• Philippines
20 Oct 18
i am crying now. i am sobbing. i condole with you. Kuma was a joy. rest in peace, Kuma. i am glad she is just near you. go Kuma, run wild, run free across the rainbow bridge. say HI to my pet dog for me.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
I'm still crying over poor innocent little Kuma. I know she will say HI to your poor dog, because she has no more fear of anything now.
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@kobesbuddy (74594)
• East Tawas, Michigan
20 Oct 18
I have tears in my eyes, we just experienced this a month ago. They leave an imprint of their sweet paw in our heart, that never goes away! I love you, Dianne
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
I love you, too, Kharla. Our pets bring so much joy and love for such a relatively short time. It's unbearable when they leave us.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
@kobesbuddy I'm sure we both can write books about the vast personality differences in all of our pets, past and present. They bring such joy to our lives.
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@kobesbuddy (74594)
• East Tawas, Michigan
20 Oct 18
@DianneN Every one of them has a unique personality, that's impossible to forget! Their cut antics, how they played and enjoyed life to its fullest:) I had an ole boxer Teddy, when the kids were in school we'd go out to 'Dairy Queen' together for a small vanilla cone! He ate a lot faster than I did and ended up finishing mine, too
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@Meramar (2695)
20 Oct 18
I am really sorry to hear that. Was she very old? It's nice that you buried her in your garden, where she will rest in peace now. The photo you posted is very nice.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
Thanks so much. She was 10 years old, and still acted like a little kitty. That darn CANCER!!!
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
@Meramar You are right. Those illnesses, no matter how well cared for the pets are, are devastating. We had a cat that lived to be 18 years old. I was hoping the same for Kuma.
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@Meramar (2695)
20 Oct 18
@DianneN 10 years is a long time and a great age for a cat, but we sadly cannot avoid illnesses.
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@Courage7 (19633)
• United States
20 Oct 18
I am so sorry for the loss of Kuma Dianne. Please take care of yourself.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
Many thanks. We are heartbroken, even though we knew it was coming.
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@Courage7 (19633)
• United States
21 Oct 18
@DianneN Yes I know..does not make it easier..blessings on all of you there.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
21 Oct 18
@Courage7 Thank you! Did you move, yet???
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@Janet357 (75656)
20 Oct 18
Im not a cat person but i know the fedling of losing a pet. Im so sorry for your loss. Two years ago, i lost my mini pinscher, till now i still cry.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
I'm so sorry about your losing your mini pinscher. It's awful losing any pet. We've lost many dogs and cats over the years and it's never easy.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
@Janet357 Our older son has two dogs who are my precious grand doggies. I love them dearly.
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@Janet357 (75656)
20 Oct 18
@DianneN i know, do you still have many dogs today?
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@akalinus (40440)
• United States
20 Oct 18
I am so sorry for your loss. I know it hurts bad. Every long-time pet owner has suffered from that hurt. You made her last days as good as they could be.
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@akalinus (40440)
• United States
21 Oct 18
@DianneN Yes, it is terrible. They are part of your family.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
22 Oct 18
@akalinus Our innocent little babies......
@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
Thanks for understanding. It's just awful to go through.
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@sallypup (57914)
• Centralia, Washington
20 Oct 18
Poor sweet little Kuma. I am sorry for your loss. Take care.
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@sallypup (57914)
• Centralia, Washington
21 Oct 18
@DianneN It will be tough. I still hear and feel the patter of my departed's feet in the night and its been years since Samyot lay on my stomach as I slept.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
21 Oct 18
@sallypup I know that feeling all too well. It's so sad, but it's good to remember the joy they brought us.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
21 Oct 18
Thanks so much. It's been tough.
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• Dallas, Texas
20 Oct 18
You showed much respect for your beloved pet. This is the best any one can do for such a pet. It is hard to live with that pain I am sure. I am sorry for your loss and hope that your cat suffered little or no pain in her last days. Much respect.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
Thanks so much, Anthony. We planned to keep her from pain, and believe it was more discomfort towards the end. At least we hope it was.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
21 Oct 18
@lookatdesktop Yikes! What a sad demise for your poor little cat. We've lost so many pets, cats and dogs, over the years. Now we can laugh at their antics and reminisce. Hopefully, as time passes, we can do the same for sweet little Kuma. Right now, our son can't bring himself to look at her grave. I find comfort in "talking" to her there and through prayers. Once the crying jags lessen, we will be fine. Being busy helps a lot. Thank you!
@Ronrybs (17844)
• London, England
20 Oct 18
Terribly sad, cats are always an extra special part of the family. It broke my heart when my two moggies past within a few months of each other.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
They certainly are an extra special part of the family, I'm so sorry to hear about your two passing within a few months of each other. How heartbreaking for you. The second must have missed the first so much.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
22 Oct 18
@Ronrybs That's so true and thank you!
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@Ronrybs (17844)
• London, England
21 Oct 18
@DianneN I always remember the motto, Cats leave pawprints on your heart
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@nela13 (55700)
• Portugal
20 Oct 18
Oh Dianne, I am so sorry for your loss, I know how you're feeling, It hurts too much.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
I know you know how much it hurts. Thank you, Nela.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
20 Oct 18
@nela13 That's the truth!
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@nela13 (55700)
• Portugal
20 Oct 18
@DianneN our pets are always in our hearts
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@arunima25 (85328)
• Bangalore, India
20 Oct 18
May her soul rest in peace. It is a sorrowful time for you and your family. Thankfully Kuma left with lots of love and did not have to bear the extreme pain.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
21 Oct 18
Thank you. It's been so sad for us all, but our son, whose cat Kuma was, has taken it badly. He did everything in his power to keep her from suffering, yet he is suffering the most right now. At least he is eating a bit and getting a little sleep now. Time will heal us all.
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@DianneN (246906)
• United States
21 Oct 18
@arunima25 He thinks he was luckier to have had her.
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@arunima25 (85328)
• Bangalore, India
21 Oct 18
@DianneN Yes time will heal. It is a big loss for him and he will take time to overcome it. Kuma was lucky to have him.
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