But what about me?

By Toni
@toniganzon (72279)
Philippines
December 4, 2019 6:11pm CST
I screamed exactly those words when I was asleep and dreaming the other night. I woke up screaming. I had this dream of my mom (she seemed to be well and alive in the dream) and my grandparents (who also were alive in the dream), and we were in our old house. I couldn't remember now exactly the reason why I got so mad and screamed what about me, but it has something to do with being neglected. I woke up feeling so frustrated and sad, and then I realized, my parents are already dead and so are my grandparents. And it was only just a dream. Have you woken up from a dream with an extreme emotion?
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@rsa101 (37968)
• Philippines
5 Dec 19
Oh mine was almost the same as yours except that I wasn't angry but I felt very tired. When I arrived home my Grandfather, mother and uncle(all deceased) where there and they werre waiting for someone there. My mother greeted me and asked me to join them to eat with them. As I start to eat I asked about my grandmother where she was and they told me they are in the kitchen. I left them there and tried to meet them and I found her chatting with her younger sister and they asked me to eat. Then I went back to where my mom is and they were talking about someone coming to them. I realized that time that they are all deceased already and I also realised back then they must have been waiting for my cousin who has passed away recently. After that I awaken very tired like I travelled very long.
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@YrNemo (20261)
5 Dec 19
I cried lots once when I was about 10YO. I had dreamed of losing my mom.
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@toniganzon (72279)
• Philippines
5 Dec 19
When I was very young, way much younger than 10 years old I would have several dreams that made me cry each time. I have four siblings and I would have separate dreams of losing each one of them and I would wake up crying.
• United States
12 Dec 19
A few times I have dreamed of laughing and actually woke up still laughing. For the past five months or do, I've dreamed 2 or 3 times of seeing things that make me scream in horror. In one of the dreams where the brick facade of buildings in my community fall off and the buildings then collapse, I hear someone else screaming as well. Such deep, realistic emotion.
@jobelbojel (34730)
• Philippines
5 Dec 19
Just today, I woke up remembering my dreams. I can't remember which one happened first though. In my dreams someone, I can't recall if it was my mother calling me. I heard the ring but missed it. Odd thing is, when I woke up this morning, I had 4 missed calls from my brother. My phone is on silent mode, so I did not hear it. He needs help for his driver's licence. And the second dream was my mom telling me to buy pansit. She mentioned the name Lala (pansit brand). I wonder if there is pansit where she at now. I rarely dream of my mother. I missed her so much.
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@toniganzon (72279)
• Philippines
5 Dec 19
It was a nice dream.
@LadyDuck (459122)
• Switzerland
5 Dec 19
YES, it often happens, it is like my subconscious call back bad experiences and then I get those weird dreams.
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@toniganzon (72279)
• Philippines
5 Dec 19
I haven't really thought of my parents recently or even the past.
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@LadyDuck (459122)
• Switzerland
6 Dec 19
@toniganzon I think of my father almost every day. I loved my mother too, but with my father it was a more special relationship, my mom was a bit bossy, not always we agreed.
• Agra, India
5 Dec 19
I can understand the heaviness you must have felt
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@Nakitakona (56302)
• Philippines
6 Dec 19
Yes I woke up crying.