Did you have a good childhood?
@Nevena83 (65280)
Serbia
January 5, 2020 3:27pm CST
Good evening friends
I had a terrible day today, but unfortunately this is nothing new. I invited my son to have lunch together, and my mom joined us. My father started chanting and insulting me and saying disgusting things that I listen to every day. My son said this is the reason he always eats alone and I no longer call him when we're all at the table.
I feel terrible. I did not provide my child with a good childhood. After a couple of hours I went to his room and told him I was sorry and understood why he did not want to have lunch with us.
I am full of anger, hatred of my father, and can not stand it anymore.
I feel terrible. I did not provide my child with a good childhood. After a couple of hours I went to his room and told him I was sorry and understood why he did not want to have lunch with us.
I am full of anger, hatred of my father, and can not stand it anymore.12 people like this
12 responses
@snowy22315 (171911)
• United States
5 Jan 20
YOu have to get out Nevena. Yes I had a good childhood. I once apologized to my son for his childhood which probably wasn't the best. He said it was more good than bad though. I had nothing to apologize for.
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@snowy22315 (171911)
• United States
5 Jan 20
@Nevena83 He knows that you cared enough to say something though. That counts for alot. Most people wouldn't.
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@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
6 Jan 20
@snowy22315 I wish he had a different childhood that he didn't have to watch the violence and listen to the ugly words.
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@crazyhorseladycx (39515)
• United States
6 Jan 20
when ya let'cher heart 'n soul fill with hate, 't wins. he wins. i'm saddened that'cher son's grown seein'/hearin' this behavior. makes me worry 'bout his future'n how he treats women. but, that 'tis his choice to make, one cannot make 't fer him.
yer best bet'd be to get far 'way from there. give yerself time to heal 'n move'n with yer life. i've nary a clue what changed with yer dad, 'tis none 'f my business. but i know that folks change 'n 'tis ugly. 
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@crazyhorseladycx (39515)
• United States
8 Jan 20
@Nevena83 breaks my heart to read 'f such, hon. i dunno why some folks're prone to self-destruct :( to take't out'n others e'en more horrifyin' :(
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@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
8 Jan 20
@crazyhorseladycx Honestly, I never expected anything from him, I just want this hell to stop.
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@crazyhorseladycx (39515)
• United States
8 Jan 20
@Nevena83 sounds's though there 'tis 'nly one way to make that happen'n that'd require ya to move out. he's not gonna stop.
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@Butterfingers (66585)
• India
6 Jan 20
Sorry to know dear but why ur father keep insulting u
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@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
5 Jan 20
I had a beautiful childhood, as long as I had the love of my father, but when that was gone, my life became hell.
@MALUSE (69388)
• Germany
5 Jan 20
Yes, I did. I really can't complain. I was a child in the meagre post-war years. We lived in the GDR (German Democratic Republic) where life was poor for everybody. This didn't bother me as a child because it was all I knew and I couldn't compare it with other living conditions.
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@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
5 Jan 20
I lived in a poor family and I was never bothered by poverty because I had the love of my father. When that changed, my life went to hell.
