Do you Loved your father ?

That's really makes me envy you. I'm not really like my father. Even he gave his attention to his children, but he don't give it to my mom, I hate that side. Since my mom married with my father, my mom never asked my father to buy such like jewelry things. Because my mom know the condition of family financial. My mom always used her money to buy what she loved. Now, my father doesn't work anymore, my mom work all the time ,with my father as her driver. But the one that paying me for my school and my brothers school fee and also life needs was my mom all the way. My father already got diseases some years ago, but It's better now, and he wants to retired. His retirement at the wrong time, cos his family financial still not good. My father is 52 years old. My mom 46 years old (she still beautiful and looks like 35 years old ^^). I pity my mom to have such a husband like that, can't done his job as a head of family. Once time my mom got told by person that have like shaman's skill. The person cried to my mom and said that he pity my mom, because my father will not respect my mom while she still alive. If I can turn back the time, I will not let my mom to marry him. My mom's income now is more than enough If just for herself. But my mom said that she now have us , so she can't just go and abandoned us (Good mom will do that right ?). Everyday my mom got stressed about expenses and another money problems. I wished I can helped her. Well I try from here, Hope I can get a lot money from MyLot and give it to her. Because of that I not really like my father. Even Colonel Sanders started his 'incredible job' when he is 65 years old. But my father is not colonel sanders right ? My mom always told me not to hate my father. However, He is my father she said. When I've grown up I must give him money too and not to abandoned him. Well, I think I must listen to my mom's Word. Even I hard to like him, He is my father anyway.