How To Change My Life? help me

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I know i am not a good person but i know that i am not also a bad person. When me and my ex husband started to separate, i realize that i finally move on and show respect for myself. But i dont know if its right. I dont have my kids. Although i can visit them if i wanted to but since i am very far away i cant do it. I want them to be with me but its impossible since i dont have a work and i dont know if i can afford to give all they wanted and they need. I hope anybody can advice me.