have anyone ever played with ur emotions?

My emotions have been toyed with all of my life by someone. When I was a little girl, my emotions were toyed with by other kids. My emotions were also toyed with in my family. As I grew older, my emotions were toyed with by guys. When I started working in the workplace, my emotions got toyed with by co-workers also. I used to have some so-called friends and they all used me and toyed with my feeling too. To this day, people still toy with my emotions and I have no clue why they do that to me. I would do anything for anyone, but they want to toy with me in return. It happens in my marriage also sometimes, which is very uncalled for.