What to do what to do can mylot save me?
By raydene
@raydene (9871)
United States
February 10, 2008 9:06am CST
All my life I was reading self help books,meditating,searching theology..
I always knew there was something ...
In my bed..sometimes for weeks at a time I would lay there and try to give myself the courage to get through the pain and get up..
I realized I had to accomplish something so I would give myself a goal ..knit 5 inches of a scarf..OK so today I'm not worthless..I did something..
I had to find a way to be of service to the world..one person at a time..one cause at a time...
I read my Bahai prayer book..I just wasn't hearing what I prayed sometimes..My life was in such thick fog..
I got my laptop December 2006..I joined mylot shortly after that..
When My sweet Joannie died I was very close to the end..
This was April 2007..My mare gave birth to a stillborn foal the same day..I thought about ways to end my life..couldn't take the pain!
Daily I told you all what I suffered and I saw that others suffered more then me and I could be useful giving support..
July 2007 someone told me about this nutra feron from shaklee..Ya know what..I had nothing to loose..I spent money that was tight to buy this..and at the same time jumped in with both feet..spent $299..I wanted to do something to build a future.. If I was going to suffer..I could at least make some money and help others..
I kept getting a glimpse of something fleeting in the corner of my eye..here then gone..I knew it was now or never..Something in side me said..this is it..this is the last chance..MAKE IT WORK..
The day my package arrived. I opened my first bottle of nutra feron..swallowed..and went back to bed..let the pain meds take me away...
Next morning I woke up..I wanted to get up..whew..this is different..usually I'd weke up and wish I was still sleeping..From that day I have been in a new mindset..Something my Shaklee sponsor said to me..woke me out of this long sleep..
"If you want to build this business you will." Simple ,no?
My brain just about had a spasm..Duh..the answer to how to make it happen..I have to know it will happen...I have to take every setback as a way to learn and get stronger..I have to stay consistant..
I told myself on July 8th that I was going to become a shaklee associate quickly and I did in September..Then I said "I will be a director" I said it every day..Well January I made director..I tell myself everyday I will move into the next phase..and ya know I will.
My friends believe..faith..know with every cell of your body..know with mind,body,spirit that you will do/be/have and you will.
How strong is your belief?
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5 responses
@whyaskq (7523)
• Singapore
10 Feb 08
"I will be a director by when when when...." In this respect, my belief is never strong and I do not have faith that I can make it because I know myself. I can never make it happen because I refuse to take the first step to make it happen. Even if I have taken the first step, I stop at the second though I believe it is possible to become a director. All it takes is a strong will, adamant mind power plus resilience if luck is not to be factored in.
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@gabs8513 (48686)
• United Kingdom
10 Feb 08
Well Raydene it used to be strong
It used to be strong when I decided that no matter what my Children would receive all the love and care of their Mum, even though they had a Dad but he was to busy with his Friends, Girlfriends at times and his social Life
Well my Children did
I always swore that I would stay independent by working earning my money, driving, not relying on anyone and I did , which was a good job as I was on my own once my Marriage ended I was still working looking after the House and pointing my Children in the right Direction of Life but then................ my life fell apart, first I was diagnosed with Asthma, I was 40 yep I can cope with that
Just after I split up with the Ex Husband I was getting Pains breathing, I put it down to the amount of Asthma Attacks I was having through Stress with the Ex, then after 6 months I had to go to the Doctor the Pain was bad, suspected Emphasimia, I shut it out, tests started and yes 6 months later 100% diagnosed Emphasimia and COPD, I shut it out and worked, but then the Company I worked for bullied me out of my Job because of the Illness for 6 Months I fought them and then my Doctor had to put a stop to it as I collapsed a few times and deep depression had set in to, so I had to give the fight up, yes they paid me a bit as they knew they where in the wrong, I was to weak to take them to court, my Doctor said it would kill me, well from there on my believe is not as strong any more but it is stronger then it was
@mimatexas (1818)
• United States
26 Feb 08
Thanks for sharing your story. I am so sorry for what you went through. I have a question? What's Nutraferon good for? I want to take it but first I want to know the benefits. I would like to advance in this business but I don't have the monetary means to buy the product, that is to be a gold ambassador or have an auto-ship order. Please advise.
@abbey19 (3106)
• Gold Coast, Australia
12 Feb 08
What an inspiration you are Raydene! I hope your discussion reaches the hearts of lots of people here, because it certainly gave me a boost!
I, too, believe in the power of positive thinking after watching "The Secret". The mind is so powerful, we just have to learn how to use it more effectively - and then the world is our oyster!
I wish you all the very best with Shaklee.
@Grandmaof2 (7578)
• Canada
10 Feb 08
I have read your post over carefully and I must say this is an inspiration.
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