What am I going to do with my life?

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At dinner yesterday my son and soon to be daughter in law asking me what I'm going to do with my life now that my Mom is gone. Not that I did anything with it when she was here except spend time with her and be on call 24/7 for her. Then first thing this morning my daughter called me and the first thing she said was "Mom, what are you going to do with your life?"....It's bad enough that I get the same thing from my therapist, psychiatrist and mental health worker...I don't want to hear it from my family too!! They all say the same things...I look great for 60, don't look my age, am intelligent...yada yada yada. I don't know what to do with my life. I don't date because I've been let down to many times. I got fired from my little job a week after my Mom died because I was too depressed to go in. I have a cat who doesn't like me...lol!!! I've become content babysitting on the weekend and spending my time on my pc or on the couch watching tv. I belong to a volunteer organization that I can't get myself to participate in, I have no friends since 2 years ago I was in a 5 year relationship that didn't work out and my friends either moved out of state or got married! If I'm content sitting in my apartment why do I have to do anything with my life and why does it bother everyone so much?