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myLot reputation of 78/100. Rozie37 (6209)   ranked 39 out of 832 in cancer3 months ago

angry I am so angry right now and I really need to take this time to vent my feelings. I have a first cousin who served in "Desert Storm." Then he took that money and went to USC and became a movie producer. He produced a season of "The Apprentice," and has travelled the world.
When he was little, his mom was raising me along with his older brother. He and I were like sister and brother. We would skate all over the neighborhood and get into all kinds of mischief. I have not seem him or his brother since December of 1987.
Usually when the family got together for the holidays, I had to work. Whenever I was able to make it, he couldn't. I can not believe that I have not seen him in 20 years. Where has the time gone.
Then on Thursday, I find out that he wanted the family to get together on Saturday night. I could not make it then either. To be honest, that was a good thing. I would have spoiled the entire thing with my anger and tears. My cousin is 35 years old and he wanted to announce to the family that he has been diagnosed with Kidney Cancer and will be going in for surgery in the next two weeks.
Now why does this make me so angry you ask?
1. My mom died in 1980 from cancer.
2. My aunt(his mom) died in 1983 of cancer.
3. Another aunt just died in 2005 of cancer.
4. Another aunt had a Kidney removed last year due to cancer.
5. And did I mention, his father is dying of cancer right now. It is completely maddening. cry

 
 
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1. myLot reputation of 91/100. AICIRT81 (552)   ranked 714 out of 832 in cancer   3 months ago

I am sorry to hear about your losses and your cousin's illness. We'll keep you and your family in our prayers. I lost my uncle this winter and my grandmother 2 years ago both to cancer so I feel your pain.


myLot reputation of 78/100. Rozie37 (6209)   ranked 39 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

Thank you so much for your offers of prayer for my family. I am sorry to hear about your uncle and grandmother. It is such an evil disease. I hope that they can find a cure for it all soon. I would not wish this on my worst enemy. It's just too much. god bless you.


myLot reputation of 91/100. AICIRT81 (552)   ranked 714 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

God Bless you as Well

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2. myLot reputation of 96/100. Polly1 (6263)   ranked 234 out of 832 in cancer   3 months ago

Ah sweetheart I am so very sorry. Rozie just know that I am here if you ever need to rant in private. You can always PM me and I would have no problem with you having my regular email address. Take care hun, you and your family will be in my prayers. You know I am not just saying that neither, I really mean that. I will include you and the family in my prayers. I wish I knew some magic words for you. Think good thoughts, you cousin is young and strong, he is going to beat this. Say it and believe it.


myLot reputation of 78/100. Rozie37 (6209)   ranked 39 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

Thank you so much for your words of encouragement. I know that I am going to have to work to get my faith around this one. I have to be positive. His is going to beat this thing. And you are right about one thing, he is very strong. When he was younger, he was very skinny and hyper. We use to call him peanut head and say he had a tape worm. He worked that problem out nicely.

 

myLot reputation of 96/100. Polly1 (6263)   ranked 234 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

He doesn't look so little anymore, he looks strong.


myLot reputation of 78/100. Rozie37 (6209)   ranked 39 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

Oh yes, he is a big strong man now. But look at his childhood picture,hehe.

 
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3. myLot reputation of 92/100. maddysmommy (9820)   ranked 713 out of 832 in cancer   3 months ago

((((((HUGS))))))

So sorry to hear about your cousin my dear friend. I can't comprehend what you and your family must be going through but you'll be in my prayers. Hang in there my friend - I'm here if you need me!

((((HUGS)))))


myLot reputation of 78/100. Rozie37 (6209)   ranked 39 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

Welcome back you. I missed hearing from you while you were gone. I hope you tell us all about your trip. I am hanging in there. I pray that this week will be better for me than last week. There was just one issue after another.


myLot reputation of 92/100. maddysmommy (9820)   ranked 713 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

It's good to be back online but not home LOL I miss the Islands already, the food and the warm hot weather. Oh well, we did enjoy ourselves though.

I hope it's getting better for you my friend. Any more news on your sister?

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4. myLot reputation of 91/100. zed_k4 (738)   ranked 712 out of 832 in cancer   3 months ago


I'm terribly sorry for the sad and unfortunate events that had happened in your family line so far. It is really maddening to know that another dear member of the family has cancer as well and I know how devastating it must have been for you to know that.

At the same time, I know this is hard but the least thing that you can do for your cousin would to "be there" for him all the way and it is a pity that a successful person like him to be diagnosed with cancer at such a prime age.

Please be strong, my dear friend and get through this together. I'm sure there is a solution and don't look upon this illness as something that would bring you and your family down.


myLot reputation of 78/100. Rozie37 (6209)   ranked 39 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

Thank you for your kind words. I know that he is going to need the support of his entire family and I want to be there for him. I just have to pray that I can be strong enough.


myLot reputation of 91/100. zed_k4 (738)   ranked 712 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

You are very much welcome, my dear friend. I will pray for his recovery.

 
5. myLot reputation of 97/100. rmuxagirl (5363)   ranked 195 out of 832 in cancer   3 months ago

I would be so angry too. So far my uncle passed away and I had cancer in the same year. WE never understand how things work. The fact that he can get surgery done and get it removed is wonderful. As you know some people aren't that lucky.


myLot reputation of 78/100. Rozie37 (6209)   ranked 39 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

Yes. it is real important that it is caught in time. I hope that his was. I do not want to lose not one more relative to that horrible disease.


myLot reputation of 56/100. mtrekster (147)   ranked 73 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

all my prayers to you in the families fight.

 
6. myLot reputation of 95/100. giePortlandOR_08 (3930)   ranked 111 out of 832 in cancer   3 months ago

I'm sorry to hear this things about your family.My parents and brother died after a coma.I lose all of them and i feel i was left alone.I had one brother left but a drug addict instead of helping me in my business he keeps cheating and stealing at me.He was really a burden to me.Now back to you,we can't question God about why this happen to you but maybe the only thing you can do is to accept whatever He plans for your family.Thats what i did also.Its hard to lose our love ones but if its their time we can't stop that from happening.Miracles do happen we must think that the rest of your family will be free from any illnesses.I hope you feel better now.Always think that God is always with us.


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myLot reputation of 78/100. Rozie37 (6209)   ranked 39 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

I have had to grow up really fast because of all the losses in my life. Before I gave my life to the Lord, as an adult, I had just planned on dying early from cancer. I don't feel that way any more. I know that I can live a long healthy life in God.
But watching my family deal with this disease just makes me crazy. I keep hoping that the last one to go is the last one that will have it. But it just keeps popping up and you never know where it will hit next. I know that God has a plan for my family and that his decissions are always best.
I also know that sometimes things have to happen like this to bring people to the place that they need to be in God. It's just really hard to watch or even know that my loved ones are suffering.


myLot reputation of 95/100. giePortlandOR_08 (3930)   ranked 111 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

I know how you feel because i've been through with that.It hurts to see our family suffers.I could remember how hurt it was watching my dad, my mom and my brother were on coma just waiting for the time until they gave up.I could not even take to watch them longer.Everytime i stepped inside the floor of the hospital i felt nervous that i could'nt see them anymore.I couldn't express the pain that even i cried the pain still there.No matter how i pray to save them theres no chance.But i learned to accept everything as the time passed by because i have to move on without them and keep living for my daughter.I hope you will think of that too.Accept what had and what will happen if it is the will of God and continue living with faith.Thy will be done.


myLot reputation of 78/100. Rozie37 (6209)   ranked 39 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

I won't give up my faith and I know that everything happens for a reason. It is just so maddening.


myLot reputation of 95/100. giePortlandOR_08 (3930)   ranked 111 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

I understand what you feel.I hope you feel better now.Take care my friend.God will always be with you!happy

 
7. myLot reputation of 79/100. Hatley (9954)   ranked 321 out of 832 in cancer   3 months ago

rozie I am so sorry that all this is happeningto you. you have a right to be angry but honey it does no good.it changes nothing
best to look right now to your own health with that family background to start protecting yourself with the right
foods and protective vitamins and minerals. you see alot of what they now know about cancer has to do with what we can do to
protect ourselves from getting the big C. Flaonvoids in fruits and veggies protects us from a lot of cancer, and further
reading willgive you more in roads in how to protect yourself and not be another statistic. takecare.


myLot reputation of 78/100. Rozie37 (6209)   ranked 39 out of 832 in cancer  3 months ago

Being able to vent actually does me some good. Most of the time I avoid the subject of cancer like the fear it has caused me to live with me entire life. This time I got to vent some of what has been bottled up for a long time and it made me feel really good.

 
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