What are the times when you feel

suggest you should visit the sick berth,especially the area where cancer patients live, observe the espression on their face,then you will feel how you are lucky and beatific!!

When I see that there is a feud between family members, it sickens me, and sometimes I just want a peaceful and happy life alone. Because both of my brothers are already married, but still lives here. And my older brother has this anger over my oldest brother's wife with like, no valid reason at all. And I'm always caught up with their grievances and stuff. And even though I am the second to the youngest, I get to manage the finances in the house because our parents our working outside of the country. I mean, I'm young, it's not supposed to be my responsibility. But then I'm the only one my parents trust on this because of that constant feud and it really affects the relationship in the house. So there. Just sharing my thought. But then, we really have a good relationship around the house.

When one is quite sick and down and out, everything look pale to him, same is the case with me. When I am indisposed all kinds of negative thoughts travel in my mind and everything in life appears disgusting and troublesome. But when I am well, I try to think positive so that negative feelings and thoughts could not travel in my mind and make me feel disappointed.

I get frustrated most often by the effects of one particular symptom of my disease. This is when my hand shakes when I'm cooking. I sometimes throw the food all over the stove. I've not only wasted food, but I've made a mess that will have to be cleaned up. Sometimes my husband will tell me to go sit down while he cleans up the mess. For some reason, this makes me feel worse than ever. It actually makes me feel worthless.