Do you feel like you are carrying a cross some times?

Hi, I went thru a period where every thing seemed to go bad for me. It lasted for about 19 months. This is when my ex-husband and I parted way and never looked back. I am so glad I am done with him, he was toxic to my health and I suffered from migraines for most of that time. No matter what things do get better.

Yes, sometimes I feel my mother is my cross to carry. I love her, but she is sick now, I also feel sometimes, she makes things difficult for me on purpose. I want to leave her sometimes, but while it would ok for me money wise, it would bring a lot stress and emotional pain to me and her.