If you can't sustain friendship, neither love.

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For days now I was thinking of this statement. I was thinking of pursuing my love for a friend. Being not impulsive to my decisions, I waited for a few months and observe this feeling. As the days passed, I realized that our friendship has not been getting better. She's not the person I used to know or the way I see her has changed. We were so close before but now I can't really feel her. I don't see an effort from her to be with me. Now, I come to realize that if we can't even sustain this friendship, how much more being lovers WHICH REQUIRES more time and commitment. I am not sure. I think I'll try to reflect on this thing AGAIN. Maybe, my realization is not yet accurate or it may change tomorrow or later or maybe not. I am not sure about everything now. Emotions are very fickle.