If u can.....

U are really the first response in my post here.. hehe

I agree with the way u wanna live your life again, because it's thru all those hurtful moments, that makes u into a person u are today.. IF not, your life is gonna be so dull and smooth sailing which is actually not good.. haha=D For, u will not learn how to accept failure, and be moving on in life

Most hurtful moments tends to come from family members and spouse because they are the ones closest to us, and thus any little thing that they do, will hurt us alot.. However, it's different for own family members for we will forgive them over the time.. hehe

I too wanna lead a life that's serious as well as being comical, but it's not easy to strike a balance between the two.. haha

hehe...
well i think, we are being hurt too much from the act of our loved ones because we love them...if we don't i don't think we can be hurt as bad...
but when it comes to movies, with the help of the writers and directors, everything will be possible! hehehe

lol=D Without pain, it isn't true love.. Sometimes i do wonder why must we be hurt, before they will learn about loving us?? hehe^_^ Isn't it something weird?? haha=D

Well, in movies, it only wants a happy and sweet ending to it, in order to keep audiences happy.. haha=D That does not always happen in real life though, because there are alot of factors involved in it.. hehe

haha...yes its true!
well all those weird things that's happening when we are in love are actually the things that makes love sweeter! hahaha and addictive! and that's the magic of love! hehehe

but there are also some movies that don't ends good...like romeo and juliet! hehehe its tragic! and in real life, we don't really know how a story will end...for as long as we are living...our story continues...hehehe and we don't really know what happens next...

to kun

i have already type many times about my long story but cant post it because of low internet ....it was so good i wanted to post it..hrrrrrrrrrr...it was long but cant able to post here in your discussion..ill try next time...

hehe, don't cry...i wish to see your post here...
be waiting bestfriend!

Magic of love?? Or rather, love is a kind of magic on its own.. IT creates sparkes between two strangers, resulting in happy/sad endings.. hehe^_^ Or maybe, love is unpredictable, just like magic, often springing alot of surprises in the name of love.. lol=D

Some tragic ending might not be a bad thing after all.. For, it only makes love greater than it is to many others.. hehe^_^ ANd it's thru those sad endings, only then we realise life is not that perfect after all.. hehe^_^

Acie_21, dun worry, this discussion will always be opened, and u can take your time in here^_^

im finished!yey!

yes magic of love! hehee and what you said is also true and i agree with that!
sometimes love can also be a poison! hahhaa

tragic endings in love stories are usually the great stories! hahaha it only shows that they really have that great love and that they are willing to die because of that love! can you do that? hahaha how far will go for love?

i also want to make another movie, hehehe a light romance hahhaa
funny funny story way back highschool! hehehe

YEah, how come i din put that in, love can also be a poison!! hehe

How far will i go for love?? I"m not that sure right now, for i have not really met anybody, that can make me go even further.. haha=D BUt dying?? IT might be possible though, if it means saving her life

haha=D Sure, u can do that!! LOVe is supposed to be happy and light hearted too.. hehe

haha..you forget to put that coz maybe, you have not yet been poisoned by love! hehehee

well, i wish you will find/meet someone who you will love for real! haha and who can make you willing to go further...hehe...
i think you are so nice to be willing to give your life for your love! hehehe

well the story is funny but don't have happy ending! hehhee

lol=D Maybe, that's true?!?! BUT isn't hurt, equilavent to poison of love?? hehe^_^ Maybe, i have not really been hurt that much, to call it poison.. haha=D

I do hope so, but at the same time, i opt to be free.. NO commitments, no nagging, and just be free.. haha=D IT's kinda contradicting huh?? I guess i will find my own answers when the time comes.. hehe^_^

HAppy ending can be funny too.. hehe

haha...well its good for you that you've never been hurt that much with love...hehehe to call it poison...unlike me...hehehe i ve been in a situation where love almost poisoned me...hahahaha...

well its really kinda contradicting my friend...i wish you could find something like that....hehehe
yes you will just know it when you finally feel it...and have it...hahahaha be ready for that...
well, it will be fun if its happy ending but what if its not happy ending? hehehehe

Well, without poison, how are u able to find the antidot to your love life now?? YOur hubby is the perfect answer to a poisonous love in the past.. hehe

haha=D LEt nature takes its course.. IF it's meant to be mine, it shall be mine.. haha=D If not, there's no point in forcing or chasing, when it will go away one day.. hehe^_^

Happy ending or not, does it matter?? I think process is more important than anything else.. haha=D

well, my antidote is my mom's advises and my prayers...hehehe coz my husband is also part of those poison...hehehehe
and he is the strongest poison that time...hehehehe

okay, i just hope that if that time comes to happen...don't forget to inform your mommy! hahhaa...and yes, things like this just come in our life without us knowing...we will just be surprised that we are already in such situation...and that's why, most of the time, we are not prepared!

yes, process matters and that's the most exciting part...but it will be better with happy endings...hehehe
with my second story...its fool of foolishness and embarrassments...hehehe coz it like that i am doing so much foolish things that time, but still didn't end the way i want it to be...hehehe but still fun to remember that particular time...

haha=D So he's your poison as well as your antidote too huh?? U can love him as much as u hate him too.. hehe

Sure, i will definitely inform mommy on that, just that i dunno who long will it take.. lol=D Prepared?? once we are prepared, it wont be that exciting anymore.. hehe^_^ LIfe is about fun and we will always be experiencing that.. hehe

Happy endings dun come easy, because the process is tedious and difficult.. There are not many ple whom are able to overcome that, and thus there goes their happy ending too.. hehe

haha=D Like u say it's a story, and every love is different.. They are just part of learning experiences.. Endings in between are only short-lived, while the one really matters is the finally story in your life^_^

haha...yes, i think the only people that can hurt as bad are those people that we love much...i guess...

don't take it too long...mommy might already very old by then...hehehe
life is about fun? well yes but not all the time, i think...have you ever ask yourself what's the purpose of your life? hehehe
but it will be better if our life will be full of fun and adventures...for this life is a journey that we need to go through...so see, along the way we will encounter many different things...things that can be fun and not so fun...
well those short lived stories are also part of the final story of our lives...coz through those stories, we get something that we apply in our present and final story...

YEah, the deeper the love, the deeper the hurt.. OR, we can hate the person as much as we can love them too.. hehe

Purpose of life?? Being able to live it to its fullest without much regrets.. Live for ourselves, and dun others control our life.. haha=D MOst important of all, be happy in whatever we do, and only change for own sake, never for others.. haha=D

Yup, all little experiences in life add up to something major as we move along.. And it's thru them, then we find out the fun and joy in each part of our journey.. hehe

haha...once again, love is proven to be so confusing and cruel? hehehe

well its good to know that you know your purpose...hehehe know what, i once use that 'live life to the fullest' but my friend laugh at me when he hear that from me...and i don't know why and he told me to ask it to myself again if i can really do that...till now i don't have the answer...hehehe
we have very different views on this coz for me, i am here for my family, and i am always open for changes as long as it is for their good or for the good of the majority and of course serve my God as long as i am alive...hehehehe...

that's why it is called a journey...

If possible, i wont wanna fall in love again, but then again, who doesn't crave for the feeling of being loved?? lol=D Be it cruel love or not, there are always bound to be happy memories somewhere out there.. lol=D

If one is determined to do that, we will be able to do it.. BUT before we do that, we need to be free of most things in life, and that includes religion.. haha=D THat's one of the reasons why your fren is laughing at u, i think.. hehe

YEah, that's what your faith in your religion, but for a free thinker like me, everything is different.. lol=D

why? why ever had that thought? when you haven't experience yet the poison of love? hehehe...you are still young to feel and think that way...seems to me that you have been hurt in the past...hehhee
but yes you are right, who doesn't crave for the feeling of being loved! hehehe all of us wants to be loved...they say, to love and be loved is a great feeling...hehehe
although it can hurt us, still its a great feeling...hehehe

hehe...maybe that's really the reason why...hehe...so does it mean, because i am into a religion, i can't live my life into its fullest? huh!

but even if we have different beliefs...and sometimes different opinions on things, its still good to know that we understand and respect each other...do we?! hehehe

U are in a religion, and thus u have rules and guidelines to follow.. Thus, u can really set yourself free, to be able to do certain things that are restricted and forbidden, in search of fun and excitment from them.. hehe^_^ Of course we do understand and respect each other, be it there's any different religion belief between us, because i do look at u as my fren, my someone special.. hehe

haha=D Maybe i'm hurt in the past, but know i have forgotten about it.. IT's just that if given a choice who will wanna go thru that?? PLus, i crave for freedom and thus love is not really the thing for me.. hehe

hmmm...okay, whatever! hehe... i think i must live with it now...and accept the fact that i am always restricted due to my religion...hehehe and more restricted due to my 'status'! hahaha

good and nice to hear that from you...hehehe thanks for treating me that way...my special friend. hahaha another new status...hehehe
from long lost brother, to so on so forth...hahaha

why? can't love and freedom go hand in hand?

haha=D Glad that u know it, but i guess your restriction is kinda worth it right?? Because if not, u wont be mylotting away, and that u wont be having so much fun here with all yor frenz and of course me!! lol=D

haha=D I'm not a man of many faces, but rather a ghost of many status.. lol=D Fren, long lost brother, special fren, h**** angelic baby, to 'deer', and dear.. lol=D

Love and freedom go hand in hand?? iT's possible only if love wont be lost in the process.. haha=D Or find someone whom share the same passion in things, and be looking for freedom together always.. Yet, being in the same relationship too.. hehe

well actually, i don't really feel that restriction! haha for i feel like i am very free to do what i want...but of course not all the time!
that's one thing that im lack of as i grow older...hehhee restriction!
my parents never become that tight on me, they just let me, but of course they give some advices...but most of the time, they let me decide for myself! even when i got married, i know, one part of them is saying no...but they don't say anything! hehehe and so i go...again stories....hehe but anyway, i understand them on that part...
see, if you are looking for freedom...me, i have much freedom! haha that sometimes leads me to not so good thing!

well, in that case, it depends on the couple if they can achieve that both...love and freedom in one...hahaha

haha=D I can see that.. BEcause u are always here, most of the time! hehe^_^ And that, u are so free, only busy with housework.. haha=D That's good for u, really good!! Alot of ple are always looking forward to being free, but they do not get that always!!

BUt for u, it's completely different, together with your religion, u are actually getting alot more freedom than normal ple, like us!!! lol=D I envy u for that, and admire u too.. hehe Sure, i'm looking up to u now, for u are taller than me!! lol=D

Love and freedom as one is possible, and someday, somehow, it shall be proven so.. haha

haha...once again, you wish for freedom for you don't have it...and me, i have it that's why im wishing for what i don't have...hehehe see sometimes, i think it would be better if my parents becomes a little tighter on me...hahaha but anyway, that's my life and that's what i got...hehehe and i will just be thankful for that coz somehow, i do have better life now...

well, i think i like to do some changes on my answer here...hehehe coz there's one thing that i want to skip in my life, after realizing how risky it is for my whole life! huh! but for sure, nothing i can do to change it but pray and hope that everything will turn good on me...

look up to me for i am taller than you? haha i think i am just an inch taller than you and so our eyes can still meet...unless i wear 5 inches heels! hahaha

well, well, love and freedom is really possible...i can assure that...
coz if we really love someone, i think we can give their freedom...

haha...they say 'if you love someone, set them free' hahahaha

haha=D That's a completely different kind of freedom!! That will only happen if the other party does not love u at all, and they have somebody else instead!! haha=D If u are wearing 5 inch heels, i guess i need to be jumping on a trampoline to be speaking to u!! haha

hahaha=D That's life isn't it?/ We are always looking foward to something we dun have, and yet, we dun cherish what we already have, by taking it for granted.. haha=D

U are always welcome to change it, because bad experiences does not neccessarily make us into a better person in the future.. hehe

haha...really? but i thought its right...'if you love someone, set them free and if they come back, they meant to be yours and hold them forever' hahaha
i always hear those...well well...

haha...why people are like that...don't cherish what they have and look for something that they don't have...hehehe
when what can really bring happiness is learning to accept and cherish what we have...huh!

It's right in its saying, but that freedom is not what i'm craving for.. lol=D That freedom is meant for a 3rd party, i guess, rather than letting them be pursue-ing what they want to do in life.. hehe

It's human nature, i guess^_^ hehe.. Just learn to accept it, and cherishing it, like what u have said here^_^

hehe..but if in case you've been in that situation...will you set her free?

okay, let nature takes its course...hahaha

I have already set her free, in one of my posts.. hehe^_^ And that's her freedom, but it's not mine entirely.. haha=D

Weh!! hehe BUt it's so true too!! lol=D

her freedom but not yours entirely? woahhhh! why not? because you still love her and you are not yet free from her memory...?i think you are really madly in love with her...hahaha

weh, whatever...haha this time, you are not being selfish! hehehe

IT's indeed her freedom as she need not be choosing either me or her bf.. haha=D But for me, i'm not really free, as i have no burden in the first place.. hehe I have no responsibilty except for love, and since i'm seeting her free in the name of love, thus, i will only feel sad and nothing more.. haha=D

Well, i'm a boy now, but not a man.. lol=D

you think so? hehehe
but i think what you gave her is not freedom...haha but you just leave her with no choice...haha and maybe i am wrong in thinking that you love her that much...coz if you do, maybe you should fight for her specially when she also have a feelings for you...

haha...boy? therefore, boys do fall in love...hahaha

Well, i only found that she had feelings for me, after i gave her up, and that was about 6 months after i told her that.. lol=D BY then, it's kinda late to do anything as i'm no longer seeing her as much, and she has got a new crush too.. hehe

How about boys2men then?? lol=D

wow! so insensitive...hehe...why didn't you feel that when you are still with her? huh!and who told you after 6 months that she do have a feelings for you? haha

boys2men? well with them we can have one sweet day...

Well, because she has a bf back then, and thus i cant really tell much, as i dun expect her to break up, and end up with me.. hehe^_^ And after 6 months, she's the one whom told me that, from her mouth!!

I was shocked, but too late.. hehe

One sweet day?? Just one?? hehe^_^ Or we will always be 'Back at one'?? haha

ah okay...

shocked? why? you didn't feel during those days that you are together that she already got a feeling for you?

too late? why? you don't like her anymore or you already have a new girl that time?

Well, because we were seeing each other practically everyday for at least 4-6 hours, thus we are being seen as a couple, when in reality we are not.. haha=D Thus with that wrong perception ple have of us, we din even bother to try correct them, so i wont think that she feels for me too.. hehe

Too late for me as in, i dun feel as much for her back then.. And we have been seperated for too long, feelings is kinda different.. PLus, both of us know, we can never be like before again

ah okay...and i will not ask more...hehe

that was thing of the past and just meant to be remembered now...hehe

so the way i see it, its not really love...hehe i think.

lol=D HAppy with my detailed answer?? Or u still have some unfulfilled question in your precious heart to be filled up?? hehe

Maybe u are right.. It can be a habitual thing as we see each other so often, and we take each other for granted.. BUt for feelings involved, there's real true during that period of time, just that it disappears after a few years.. hehe

even if i still have some questions in my mind...i think i will just ask it next time...hehe coz i am still thinking what question to ask...haha

well, that's what you said and its you who have experienced it...so again, i will not ask anything more...haha

but i am really thinking that its not really love...hehe
maybe, there's a special feeling for that moment coz you are always together but its not real love...maybe infatuation? haha

Seems like u have been influenced by your best, who's always so full of questions in her!! lol=D

hahaha=D There will be a day whereby u will know what to ask, and slowly everything will resurface again, just like oil.. lol=D

Infatuation?? Definitely not, because hurt and heartache are involved.. We do quareel over misunderstandings, have cold war, everything that a couple does, we have been thru it.. hehe

then another guy came to my life and my mom,sis and bro...likes him so much except my dad...my dad never agreed to our relationship..we were very much in love to each other knowing that we were ment for each other..but you know what?he wasnt for me at all..we broke up we lasted for just 6 months only...my 4 years bf still ready to accept me and he waited for me to come back to him..but it was too late..2 days after the break up a new guy came into my life unexpectedly... at first i never had interest and feelings for him,a magic just strikes me..and felt something for him.so i decided not to come back to my 4 years bf i was very happy with this new guy.i found true love,true happiness in him..i was very contented .we were 6 months bf and gf and decided to get married..now im happily married not with my 4 years bf but to my one true love my husband...i learned a lesson that "dont find love let love finds you...see its just destiny...

hello friend!
first of all congrats that you finally succeed in posting this beautiful love story! hehehe

well what can i say, your love story is much colorful than mine! hehehe
and you are a lucky one to find your one true love, your destiny! and that's your 'lolo'! hehehe no i mean your husband!
im happy for you and i think that 4 yrs bf is very regretful that he lets you go that time!

hheheheh!ya poor him...to bad..not worth it for me...hehehehehh!kidding!heheh!

thanks!friendship!

Wow, wonderful and colorful love life u have there!!! How many guys entered your life in that short period of time then?? hehe^_^ IT's kinda shocking, u know!!

BUt no matter what, all of them only adds up to your love experience in life and that u always learned something in those relationship.. Be it long or short, as long as one can feel love in it, it's good enough^_^

Just like comparing your current husband's love, to your bf of 4yrs, the difference in love, is the key to your marriage now.. BEcause u are happy and comfortable with him!!

Good for u, even though u are still quite young, but at least, u found your true love, like Ckyera.. hehe^_^

thanks kun...am how many..?all in all am.......maybe 12 or 13...maybe..i forgot heheheheh!it was a great experience..i had a beautiful love life.... hehehehehh!

take care!

lol=D NUmbers does not really matter as long as they make up the experience in your life.. IT never hurts to have too much in the process, for that makes your final one even much easier.. hehe

hi ckyera....bff..!

about you said.."my ex bf was very regretful that he let me go"....
heheh!honestly he has nothing to do..but let me go...
he have no choice..either i...lol!
our relationship just so complicated...

hi kun!...how are you!..
yeah numbers really doesnt matter..it the experience and happiness that marked
in my heart that can never be forgotten..

cheers for the both of you!lol..
im back!..

haha..hello acie my dear bff!

good to see you back! my question is...have you regret that he lets you go? huh! given a chance, would you still want to be with him?

Welcome back, acie!! hehe^_^ Carry on with your converasion with your BFF!! hehe

thanks!...kun..
just go with our flow..lol!

hi bff..
honestly...no...hahahhahhahah!
ive just realized that i never loved him the way i loved my husband...
thanks!

haha...bff!
so this is it? haha well, good that you finally realized that! hmmm lucky hubby! acie is very much in love with him!

hahahahahah!...kinda...hahahha!
not really..lol!

not really?! haha i don't believe you! action speaks louder than words!

hahahahahahah!sort off.....hahahahah!
how about you???lol!

haha...how about me? what do you think? hehe

lol=D NObody's life is gonna be boring.. For, i already know, part of your colorful life too.. hehe^_^ Things are not as bad as u make out to be!! Be more positive, and that, u will enjoy life alot better than it is.. hehe

Right now, the role u are playing in your role, is quite good.. BUT not everything needs to be sensible though.. Sometimes, being too sensible will cause us to lose alot more things instead.. haha=D U have to find a balance between the two. hehe^_^

hi kun! yeah, some part of my life are probably colorful but not colorful enough to be in a movie.^^;; of course, too much sense in our life will make our lives boring. sometimes we have to be stupid and nonsense too. that brings fun too.

hehe^_^ ONe's life need not be too colorful for it will only make it appear too fake.. Juts the right tone in life, will bring out the best in us.. For everything bad we gone thru, there will always be good times after that.. hehe^_^

So dun be too serious in life,.. LEarn to let go, and be hurt willingly, so that u will enjoy the full meaning of life, thus making it into a true movie.. hehe

Horror scenes make one cry upon watching?? IT can only mean that something really bad happens and it'a different type of horror!! Seems like your life is not really smooth huh?? BUt changes might only make your life slightly better, and it wont really change one's perspective towards life..

A simple life style is not a bad thing after all^_^ IT's way better than being complicated except that u wont have much experience in dealing with things, which make u vulernable in a way.. hehe^_^ BUT still, nobody's life is boring, as long as they are contented with the way it is^_^

Good for u!! hehe at least it shows that u are appreciating what u are going thru now, and u are learning from it, at each individual stages of it.. hehe

It's your life after all, and does not matter if others dun understand it, for everything u do, there's a reason for it^_^ Be it able to handle it well or not, it will only make up your life experience, and there's nothing bad about it^_^

There will be an ending for sure, as long as one dun ask for too much in life^_^ hehe

WEll, nobody's life is gonna be boring^_^ JUst that exciting things have not come to u yet^_^ Just think, what makes u into a 'EliteUser', and that shall be the start of your exciting life^_^

Good for u!! NObody's life will or should never be boring.. Because the many different ple we meet in life, will bring us different experiences, which not everybody will have.. haha=D

Of course, for all those involved in your life, they will tend to make a great difference to u, for u are learning something from them, and vice versa^_^ How exciting it is, is determined by u, and not others, because, it's u who matters.. haha