Has the Lord ever talked to you? Words that showed me the road ahead

United States
October 11, 2009 11:23am CST
A little over 2 years ago I had a very spiritual and moving experience. The details of that experience I can't really talk about but I feel compelled to talk about what happened right after that experience. Only moments after I was walking down a road and I was suddenly attacked by a horse fly. I am sure everyone knows what a pain one can be. It came in at me again and again biting me and swarming me with a vengeance. I finally got mad and managed to knock it to the ground and stomp it. I thought to myself "what was that all about" and I heard that deep small voice saying "if you can't handle a simple horse fly biting you how will you be able to handle what's ahead". It wasn't as if the heavens opened up or a light shined down it was just a simple voice but as real as I am sitting here typing it happened. I doubt that I was suffering the beginning of schizophrenia. What makes it more compelling is that it was right. Things that I would have never dreamed of happened over the next couple years and unfortunately there was times I got about as worked up as the day I smashed the horse fly. I tried to keep in mind that experience and I still do today when something happens that upsets me. I try to keep in mind its just that horse fly biting me. I can't say I have always taken it like I should but I know I am different than what I was. You may think that I am crazy or you may have had a similar experience if so please share.
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@flowerchilde (12529)
• United States
13 Oct 09
One of the times that the Lord 'talked to me' was years ago.. I used to suffer from deep dark depressions, and they would just go on and on, til one day standing in front of my book shelves that quiet voice came to me and said "blessed are those who mourn (for they shall be comforted), you have been mourning the loss of your original family" (parents and siblings who I had been separated from for 15 yrs due to childhood abuses from our parents.. After that I could put a name and face to my depressions, could put a time limit on mourning (five minutes or so) and then the sadness would lift, til eventually I didn't suffer from dark depressions anymore.. and also fargave my parents and reconciled with my family. If you are schizophrenic, than so are millions of others.
• United States
14 Oct 09
thanks for the reply flower, With all the glitches that mylot had the day I posted this I didn't think it was ever going to be able to get posted to, I actually tried putting it under religion 3 times but from what I am reading I guess everyone was having problems with mylot.