Looking through wedding stuff while you're single

I have been engaged once. And thank God i never married the guy. I was young when he proposed to me. He was my first love and I had the really stupid feeling that I wanted him to be the man I get to spend the rest of my life with. But something happened that made me realize that I was about to spend the rest of my life with a complete stranger. Til one thing led to another. I discovered a lot of things. Now I am with a totally different person. And unlike the one before him, he is taking his time. He's the type who doesn't want to pop it, when he just ain't got it yet. (all the stabilities needed in a married life) I still dream about my wedding day. But I'm much more focused on the guy who would be waiting for me down that aisle. =)

I am happily married for 6 years now; but I still like to look at bridal things. It just tugs at the heart. The bridal gown, the bridesmaids dresses, centerpieces, decorations, the whole thing. Sometime ago, I even thought of becoming a wedding planner. Sadly though, I didn't have the money to start, and my husband was just starting his business, so I just sort of drifted away from that dream. If I have the opportunity, I will still do it. I think it's a woman thing; that we have an in-built system that makes us love the wedding things.

I don't see anything wrong with that because stuffs for wedding is very interesting-for me. Maybe, for somebody else, it may either look like you're excited to get married or the other way around-desperate. I think it has nothing to do with what the persons age is. Good day!

It could be just to do with your age, even though I have no idea how old you are. Perhaps some of your friends are married and you are hoping one day to be married too. I wouldn't percieve it as a deep desire to get married soon, just that perhaps one day you would like to. You never know when you are going to meet your Mr right, but atleast you will have a heads up on what kind of marriage you will want.