Tiff Gray

@T_gray (7772)

Salina, Kansas • Age 44

Joined myLot 10 years ago

I am a single women who is strong and passionate about many things. Struggling with agoraphobia and OCD. I write about life in general. Part of lgbt community.

Discussions (182)

Tiff Gray's Discussions

Once again.....

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 10 Aug 16

It's been a few weeks since I spilled my heart out to my fellow myLotters. Things are still going well on my end. Been super busy working away and putting money back for my wedding which will be in November. (you can read all...

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8 people

Do you think I'm crazy.....?

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 10 Jul 16

Now that I've spilled everything about the love of my life, my fiancé, You must think i sound crazy, right? I've lost friends over this. People think we are moving fast. But personally, i don't care what other's think....

crazy

love

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5 people

de ja vu......

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 10 Jul 16

Have you ever felt de ja vu before? You know that feeling you get when you feel like you have been in that situation before. When I first met my girlfriend, I would get the de ja vu feeling all the time in her presence. I...

soul mate

de ja vu

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The girl of my dreams.....

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 10 Jul 16

Crazy as it sounds, we lost a few friends because of our relationship. Not everyone agreed with the love we felt for each other. They thought that we may have been moving too fast. But to us, we weren't moving fast at all. We...

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8 people

What have you been up to?

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 10 Jul 16

It has been roughly three months since I have been on here. I miss you all dearly. But I have lead a busy and interesting life. A lot of things have happened, mostly for the best. When I left you last, I was pretty depressed....

love

connection

happy

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7 people

It's been a month.....

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 27 Apr 16

It's been about a month since I have visited this site. Which is way to long in my book. I have been trying to come up with my excuse for why I haven't logged on and haven't really been able to come up with a good one. Then one...

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12 people

How to tie a tie....

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 26 Mar 16

My roommate loves wearing ties. Well her problem is she doesn't know how to tie them. I think most of the ties she gets already come tied. This evening she comes to me begging for me to tie a tie for her. I've worn a tie or...

ties

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20 people

It's about time for some good news...

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 25 Mar 16

So with all the down-ness I have been feeling, it is nice I have some good news in my life. I have mentioned that my grandma was in the hospital after having a sever stroke. Well she is finally back home and doing well. Thank...

good news

depression

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25 people

First signs of spring/summer....

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 24 Mar 16

So everyone has there own signs of knowing that spring and summer are upon us. From the first blossoms of flowers. The green of the grass. The city pools opening up. The stores carrying swimsuits and shorts. The signs are...

spring

snow cones

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11 people

Not this time....

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 24 Mar 16

Well I am not a millionaire. Nope not this time. I have never really been the type to buy lottery tickets. But over the past weekend while I was out of town with my family my mom was buying a good amount of lottery tickets. I...

millionaire

lottery

money

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16 people

I am trying so hard....

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 23 Mar 16

I have had another blah day today with my depression. I am trying so hard to get past this. The doctors are only trying to find something else to diagnose me with. It seems like the list of things I am diagnosed with is never...

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11 people

Netflix for clothes

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 23 Mar 16

I can't remember what I was watching this morning, one of the morning news shows on NBC...But they were talking about this new thing where you could get clothes similar to Netflix. You pay a yearly amount. I think they said $120...

clothes

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9 people

Good night Monday.....

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 22 Mar 16

Today was a busy Monday. I got a lot done around the house and I feel accomplished. I managed to take my area rug down to the car wash and spray it down to clean it. Then steam clean all the carpet in my house. My carpets look...

monday

good night

bestie day

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8 people

Tanning beds.....

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 22 Mar 16

What are your opinions on tanning beds? This is usually the time of year when I start tanning, mostly for appearance purposes. But I have always thought about doing it over the winter as well. My psychiatrist suggested using...

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9 people

As the day comes to an end....

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 20 Mar 16

The first day of spring is coming to an end here in Kansas. It was a chilly 45 degrees here today. I spent most of my day out of town with my grandma. As some of you know she is still in the hospital. That's a touchy subject...

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9 people

Did he just say that....?

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 20 Mar 16

I'll be the first to admit that I might say a curse word every now and then. Usually when I am around other friends who do the same. I don't curse in front of children. I don't curse in front of people who I don't know. I,...

cussing

therapy

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6 people

Don't you hate that....?

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 19 Mar 16

So I'm sitting here with my step dad and step grandma at the hospital and everything is calm. Grandma is resting and me and dad are on our phones and tablets. I came up with a great idea to write about and was about to write...

forget

writing

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16 people

That's Kansas for you.....

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 18 Mar 16

So as I mentioned in my earlier post, it was snowing this morning and into the early afternoon. I would say around noon the snow finally stopped and around 1 or 2 the clouds cleared and the sun came out. The temperatures climbed...

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5 people

Visiting the hospital.....

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 18 Mar 16

Last night I found out that my step grandma is in the hospital a few towns over. She had a really bad stroke which luckily didn't leave much damage to her. She's going through a bunch of testing and hopefully won't have to be in...

hospital

grandma

panic attack

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5 people

What happened...?

Tiff Gray @T_gray (7772) • Salina, Kansas 18 Mar 16

Well the weather here has been wonderful. In the 60s and up. Yes, some days it has been cloudy but most days have been sunny. I couldn't complain at all about our weather. In fact, it was about the only thing I was happy...

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4 people