Okay, I have a question and I need some answers...............................

You cant fake yourself to anyone for sometime the real you pops out. adn then the damage is done. What if I feller did that to you what would you do?

CE- I know you and I have shared thoughts on other posts, and I agree with Mike, honesty is the best in this case. It is up to the one involved to decide how to handle it, but all you can do is offer your truth and then move forward. Sometimes all of us end up in the Twilight Zone for a bit, and we always seem to make our way back to "reality". I think in this case, sometimes the fantasy of what we want takes over and we forget about what is actually there. And this is very easy to do online. I look at how many people have alter-egos online, multiple identities on Mylot and other servers and one can't help but wonder if this is because of the fantasy world taking over. It is very easy for people online to create a world that does not exist. And when that fantasy world comes crashing in like the Matrix exploding it can be a difficult abyss to look in, but we all must face the abyss. I do not at this point in time think you are crazy. I think you wanted to impress someone into liking you instead of letting the real you out, who is very likable! Give it time, and allow things to move as they should. If this person is met for you they will still be there. If not, then it is time to move on and find the friend that is meant for you. Namaste-Anora

I would say, if he already knows you faked, and had such a strong reaction, then probably no chance at all of fixing it.Move on. You are back in reality, because you KNOW that what you did it wrong, and unreal, and you will not make that mistake again. People from the Twilight Zone never learn, they just keep making the same mistake.

i love twilight Zone... it is so perfect that everything happens according to your choice.. no problems or mistakes..

I love entering the twilight zone from time to time! Well, reading a good book does that for me otherwise I have to live in miserable reality! There's nothing wrong with wanting to escape reality. Reality is harsh and this is one of the reasons I try to become someone else in the form of reading a good book! Take heart, there's still a lot of hope for you. Andrew

I don't know what you mean when you say you faked yourself. Perhaps you were just not revealing yourself yet. That is perfectly fine. Each person goes at their own pace.

Hi celtic~ I honestly can't answer this question without knowing what it was that you did! It never pays to not be honest because as you know, those little "white lies" always have a habit of catching up with you and then they are really hard to undo. I try to keep things honest and straight forward, although I find that others don't seem to do the same with me. In fact, tonight my boyfriend/roomate just hit me with a pile of sh1t and I am very upset myself! He went back on his word, for a change and I just don't know what to do since this was a serious matter and not the first time and I may have to make a decision whether to kick him out once and for all! So life is never always what it seems to be~so I am now also entering the Twilight Zone right alone with ya!

Don't worry..those guys in white suits are knocking on my door right now..lol..We all make mistakes. I think that everyone gets carried away from time to time and if it's not fixable..well...all we can really say is lesson learned. I would try to contact him once more if I were you and you really want a do over. It may work and it may not but at least you'll know. Your gonna really have to lay it out there and be totally honest about why and what you did. Ask for a do over and let him know that it's not in your character to be dishonest. If he pursues it great...if not..get out of there and move on.