State of Confusion
By SomeCowgirl
@SomeCowgirl (32189)
United States
November 30, 2011 10:19am CST
Have you ever felt like crying and smiling at the same time? But it's not tears of joy or euphoria from it. Have you ever felt like you are relieved but scared at the same time? Like your not sure whether to strangle someone or hug them? Like you want to say a million things and yet nothing at all at the same time?
You cry, but they are short tears, your strong enough now but you're still too scared to be honest?
I hate that feeling.
I can't and won't divulge anymore. I guess I just want to have complete honesty, and I've been honest, but well...
What do you do?
Just needed to vent.
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4 responses
@bounce58 (17380)
• Canada
9 Dec 11
I think I'm in constant state of confusion. Sometimes I wonder myself how I keep sane, and put together when my mind is racing a hundred miles a minute. I could easily sit in a corner and pick an emotion and dwell on it. I could choose to be happy, and would be smiling or laughing; or I could choose to be sad and would be crying.
Sometimes I don't know myself.
I hope you are feeling better!
@stephcjh (38473)
• United States
3 Dec 11
I feel like this just about every day of my life. I am so afraid of what will happen or go wrong even when something good happens because it is always something around here.
@celticeagle (189917)
• Boise, Idaho
2 Dec 11
Emotions can be pretty mixed up at times. Sometimes I feel anxiety but not bad off and unable to put my finger on why I feel so exilerated. Venting is healthy.
@EdnaReyes (2622)
• Philippines
1 Dec 11
I undergone some psychiatric sessions to get me back on my control because of an incident in my life. It's hard but soon I recovered and went back to my senses and back to my true self. Once advice to me is to get out the anger inside me by throwing things or crashing glasses. I did that (Fortunately there's s few pieces left)It gives me the feeling of relief. It works on me.
