Another anxiety attack with a side order of suicidal thoughts
By david
@mbabies2 (426)
United States
June 7, 2016 7:22pm CST
Had a major anxiety attack today in fact I'm still in the midst of it. My heart beats heavy and my breathing is labored. My wife put my weeks supply of pills on the table in front of me and I was so tempted to take the whole jar. I don't know if they would kill me but I don't really care. I just need a way out. I warned my wife to hide the pills because in the end I do want to live so I will continue to fight this disease no matter how hard it gets
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11 responses
@toniganzon (72285)
• Philippines
8 Jun 16
I'm so sorry you're having another attack.
I'm glad to hear you want to continue living and I'm sure Nick would want that too. Where's that cute tortoise of yours?
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@responsiveme (22926)
• India
8 Jun 16
@mbabies2 you should take pills only on a doctor's advice.Lots of people have anxiety problems. Brisk walking and yoga helps.I know because I've seen people going through this.
Nothing is ever as bad as it seems.
I personally am a worrier. Dale Carnegie's "How to stop worrying and start living" is a book that really helped me. Why don't you read it?
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@NJChicaa (115987)
• United States
8 Jun 16
Are you under the care of a psychiatrist? I had a doctor prescribing antidepressants and antianxiety meds for me but it wasn't until I saw an expert (the psychiatrist) that I actually got my meds in order and that I actually got some relief. I feel so much better now.
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@Amel94 (1741)
• Serbia
8 Jun 16
You have to want to live very much, love yourself and your life.. Don't give it up.. Do whatever you want to do, just love your life and fight anxiety and depressions. They are very weak for one person that love life.. Good luck! Throw that pills, don't even take them anytime, they are just easier way to escape from moments of anxiety, do something else, go jogging, go for a drink.. Be positive!
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