all of a tiswas

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I feel as though someone has put a pin in me and sent me spinning excitedly around the room, only for me to suddenly drop to the floor, deflated and still. It could be due to being overstimulated; I've been corresponding {by text and Facebook} with four different people, I've been out and about, which involved talking to people, and I've been pulling random stuff out of the pond. It's getting murky. The getting murky bit could also be another reason why I've gone from big and bouncy to shrivelled and fffffpppptttt in the space of seconds. The weather was glorious earlier. Blue skies, a brightly shining sun, a light breeze, calm warmth. And then the skies went grey, the rooms went dark and the ground was spattered with generous dollops of chunky raindrops. There's also the fact that I'm feeling a tad anxious right now. Why? I don't know. I try not to work out the things which go on in my head, unless I really have to. And I'm tired. No, not tired. Fatigued. Exhausted. I'm also probably lacking in iron. I just find it really irksome that I can be fine and then, suddenly, not fine. Fine. Not fine. ... Still not fine. Won't somebody put a smile on my face and a spring in my step? *sigh*