~I Am Scared This Time~
By Jennifer
@LovingMyBabies (85127)
Valdosta, Georgia
February 6, 2017 2:03pm CST
I know I have done it four other times so you wouldn't think I would be scared this time but...I am. I am more afraid this time than any other time. =(
I'm not sure if I told y'all about the lump on my lower back, but it's really painful. I developed that lump after I gave birth to Julian. When I walk my leg gives out on me at times and it feels like something stabs me there when it happens. I got it checked by one doctor who didn't seem to think it was a big deal. The chiropractor thinks otherwise-she thought it was quite serious. Once I'm not pregnant anymore I can get some tests done to find out what it is.
I am terrified to go into labor with Josiah-mostly because of that spot since I have all back labor every time. I am scared that lump is going to kill me in labor-or leave me paralyzed or something. 
I just need some prayers that this labor will go smoothly, and not be as painful as Julian was. And that my back will be okay afterwards...
I just need some prayers that this labor will go smoothly, and not be as painful as Julian was. And that my back will be okay afterwards...38 people like this
45 responses
@Morleyhunt (21736)
• Canada
6 Feb 17
You need to relax a bit. Tension will make everything harder to do. I had more health concerns with my fifth pregnancy....but it was such a quick easy labour. I arrived at the hospital around midnight and she was born just after one...one push...she weighed 9lbs 4 oz.
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@Morleyhunt I know my husband said the same thing, that I need to try to relax as much as possible.
I hope it works the same way with this little guy. I can't help but worry about this labor since my last one was so bad.
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@Marilynda1225 I know, and I am just praying for the best but I have had back labor with all 4 of mine so far. I don't think that part will change. =(
@Marilynda1225 (79974)
• United States
6 Feb 17
@LovingMyBabies every pregnancy is different (I had four) so maybe this one will be the easiest of all
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@just4him Yeah, it concerns me too. Thank you for the prayers.
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@1hopefulman (45123)
• Canada
6 Feb 17
So this is your fifth child, it's a boy and you've named him Josiah? I hope and pray that all will go well. When is he due?
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@hostessman Yes! =) Thank you for the prayers. He's due on February 20th.
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@luisadannointed (4171)
• Philippines
6 Feb 17
Sure I will pray for you... In Jesus name be healed immediately and completely, Amen. I have a lump also on my right waist. It hurt also I felt last 2011 and my mom said it was nothing, but right I feel scared everytime it hurts... but what I do is to drink a lot of water maybe it is due to a UTI. But then I always pray everytime it hurts and the pain will simply go away.
Prayer with faith works. There is a lot of pain in my body that will simply go away just by praying. Jesus never fail us ever. God bless.
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@luisadannointed Thank you for the prayers. I'm sorry you have a lump as well. I pray all the time as well. I do know when more than one prays about something God is there with them.
@Marilynda1225 (79974)
• United States
6 Feb 17
Prayers that everything will go quickly and smoothly. Hopefully that lump is nothing to worry about
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@Marliynda1225 Thank you for the prayers. I appreciate it. I hope it's not but it is very painful. =(
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@Happy2BeMe (99390)
• Canada
6 Feb 17
Keeping you and your little one in my prayers. I can understand why you feel scared but I am sure things will be just fine. It will be good when you can have it looked at and see exactly what it is.
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@Happy2beme Thank you so much for the prayers. I am hoping everything will be okay. My last labor was really tough and I am terrified.
Yeah I really want to know what's going on with my back.
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@Butchcass4 (5895)
• United States
7 Feb 17
@Happy2BeMe Yes it will be all over soon. Try to focus on one day at a time and call out to Jesus for peace that is yours because of the pain He endured on that old rugged cross. God bless you and your little one in Jesus name!
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@Happy2BeMe (99390)
• Canada
6 Feb 17
@LovingMyBabies it will all be over with soon.
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@buenavida (9985)
• Sweden
6 Feb 17
I heard from a friend who got homeopathic medicine that helped her to give birth more easily than her first time, when it was really painful.. that medicine must have been in use many decades since then!
I'll pray for you! 
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@buenavida I will have to look into that medicine. Thank you for the prayers. =)
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@katsmeow1213 (28717)
• United States
6 Feb 17
I can't imagine a lump not being worth checking into.. have you asked the OB about it?
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@katsmeow1213 (28717)
• United States
7 Feb 17
@LovingMyBabies I don't see why it can't be looked at.. you could get an ultrasound of it. When I was pregnant they were ready to do surgery to remove my gallbladder and didn't seem concerned about my pregnancy...
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
7 Feb 17
@katsmeow1213 I need an xray since the chiropractor told me she thinks its my sacrum bone out of place. They won't do that while I'm pregnant.
@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@katsmeow1213 Yeah I do need to get it checked but I can't while pregnant. I am asking on Wednesday when I go.
@dodo19 (47121)
• Beaconsfield, Quebec
7 Feb 17
@LovingMyBabies Exactly. I really hope it goes well for you, and that your back doesn't get worse.
@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
7 Feb 17
@dodo19 Yeah it's a scary thing when we are healthy much less when we have a concern like my back.
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@Tina30219 (81536)
• Onaway, Michigan
6 Feb 17
So sorry to hear this I hope that everything turns out ok with your back and giving birth to the baby.
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@Tina30219 (81536)
• Onaway, Michigan
6 Feb 17
@LovingMyBabies I bet it does. I know your ob can't do nothing but maybe you should see someone for another opinion on it. Do you have a family doctor or is that the one that is not worried about it?
@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@Tina30219 Thank you. I hope so too. It worries me a lot. =(
@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@jstory07 I hope so too. That lump in my back showed up on the chiropractor's heat scan which concerns me more. Thank you for the prayers. He's due on February 20th.
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@jstory07 (134679)
• Roseburg, Oregon
7 Feb 17
@LovingMyBabies Take it easy as you can until than.
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@AbbyGreenhill (45496)
• United States
7 Feb 17
Lumps are not normal and if it causes you pain it should be something to talk to your doctor about.
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
7 Feb 17
@Abbygreenhill I am going to talk with my doctor about it tomorrow when I go.
@41CombedaleRoad (5952)
• Greece
7 Feb 17
@LovingMyBabies Worrying about something only makes things worse and a word with your doctor may settle your mind. when is the baby due?
@AbbyGreenhill (45496)
• United States
7 Feb 17
@LovingMyBabies Good now pray it isn't serious and all will be well.
@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@DianneN Thank you for the prayers. =) I hope everything will be okay. I just have this nagging feeling that something isn't right.
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@DianneN (247219)
• United States
7 Feb 17
@LovingMyBabies Oh, no! Think positive thoughts. Please!!!!
@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@Plethos Do you know how long that lasts? This has been going on for more than a year now. =(
The chiropractor said it felt like my pelvic bone never went back to normal after having my youngest. I can't get xrays done while pregnant though so it has to wait until after I have the baby.
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@Plethos I had it before I got pregnant with Josiah. I noticed it right after I had my 1 year old. And it has just gotten more painful. =(
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@Plethos (13560)
• United States
6 Feb 17
@LovingMyBabies - if thats the case, your recent pregnancy caused it to pop out of place. Ive known it to happen to women whove had babies too close together to where the body hasnt quite healed from a recent birth.
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@snowy22315 (170598)
• United States
6 Feb 17
I will say a prayer that all goes well.
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@mom210 Well I'm always naturally nervous about labor because it's painful and scary but this time I am really terrified. =(
The baby is due on February 20th.
@RasmaSandra (73749)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
6 Feb 17
You have all my prayers and blessings. Think positively and the Lord will be with you.
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@RasmaSandra Thank you so much for the prayers. I'm trying, thank you.
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@1creekgirl (40629)
• United States
6 Feb 17
You and your little one will be in my prayers. God will take care of both of you.
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@1creekgirl Thank you so much for the prayers. I know He will.
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@NJChicaa I won't know until Wednesday, so I could be worrying about it for nothing anyway. That's just me though...
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@amandajay (23264)
• New Zealand
6 Feb 17
Dont worry everything will be fine... What was that lump? Fibroid or something?
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
6 Feb 17
@amadajay Thank you. I don't know what the lump is. I can't get tests done since I'm pregnant. =( It could be the bone out of place, could be nerves or it could be the muscle. I don't know which is what scares me.
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@amandajay (23264)
• New Zealand
7 Feb 17
@LovingMyBabies oh dont worry and dont think much about those things, its not good for you since you are pregnant.
You can do a test after the delivery
